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Mixed feelings

tinski August 12, 2026 8:07 pm

I'm at chapter 79 rn and I don't really agree with all the negative comments HOWEVER I completely understand why everybody is frustrated. trust me, im annoyed too BUT this is clearly a thriller/horror/drama story more than anything, with both the FL and ML being extremely mentally unwell. I DONT WANT TO TRY AND EXCUSE THE POOR WRITING EITHER SO PLEASE CONTINUE READING:

As I read this story, I have serious moments of annoyance because it just doesn't end but at the same time, it's like I can't stop reading. Personally, I'm a fan of characters going batshit crazy because of love/obsession confused with love/trauma shared bonds, to the point it starts to look ridiculous. There are still so many things left unsaid about the curse (no spoilers please!), and I seriously doubt they'll get a happy ever after ending because it just doesn't seem possible, their "love" for one another is a curse within itself. And I doubt the story will end unless the curse is completely gone. im guessing, they both have to die or completely break the system somehow?

Honestly, if the story ends up having a disappointing ending I won't be surprised, and the suffering they're both going through is insane. I don't want to say that X has it worse because I don't think their traumas, curses, and obsessions are actually comparable. And there are definitely times where I'm like "okay... this is writing them going through some fucked up shit just for the sake of it and it being dramatic..." but I also get giddy when they're crazy over one another, even if it gets VERY repetitive and also annoying LOL! But both the FL and ML are going thrrrouuugh it, goddamn...

The writing of this story is so good BUT also so terrible. I'm extremely unsure what I'd even rate it or if I could recommend it to somebody but I also love it a lot. My feelings are utterly mixed on this. That's where I'm at so far, maybe my opinion will change as I continue to read this though I'm not surprised people are dropping the story left and right. I get it, maybe I'll also drop it, who knows? So far though, I'm so curious how the hell this will all tie together in the end and choosing to follow along for this insane fucking dramatic story telling

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