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Being a mom is hard, it gets depressing when your husband or partner do not support you. Also, lets not judge the mother based on the small snippits we get from his perspective. Its not their fault the child got sick, nor is it the child's fault. I don't think the mother ever blamed the child. And the mother getting lonely is very common even when they have great relationship with their children. Its pretty normal. Wishing to comfort him is not a bad thing, but he can never feel the pressure, pain and sadness looking at their child being sick.
Bruh children r not born to be ur companions and keep u company, children rnt some tool to make urself feel better. What a shit mom. If u felt lonely, maybe u shoulda got a friend, divorce ur husband and get a boyfriend, or just not blame ur kid for ur loneliness because wtf? God I really hope ideum gets comforted in the following chapter