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Is it just me or

Fif August 14, 2026 12:05 pm

I don't like the ml lead like at all. It feels so wrong and weird for the male lead to be him and if I am not wrong the male lead is atleast 17-18(he is graduating) and the female lead is only like 12-13 max (i don't care about her mental age that's not the male lead sees).

Not only does their age not match up but also the way he acts it just gives me the ick. Am I the only one who feels this way. Plus seriously what do you mean you couldn't control your "bloodthirst" that's ridiculous.

I can't be the only one and also the way the Duchess was behaving when she was talking to the fl brother was so weird like I get that you like her and feel like someone will steal her away but they treat her as more of a object or pet rather than a daughter.

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    Lin August 16, 2026 2:24 am

    Honestly, I'm just ignoring everything and living for the reunion. I need that reunion—I freaking need it! I pretty sure it's why most of us are still here.

    Already been down the uncomfortable age gap convo on this story https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/it_s_my_first_time_being_loved/
    It's seems par the course with these types of stories.

    Maybe there'll be a time skip and everyone can be in their 20s. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    Annie257319 August 19, 2026 12:39 am
    Honestly, I'm just ignoring everything and living for the reunion. I need that reunion—I freaking need it! I pretty sure it's why most of us are still here. Already been down the uncomfortable age gap convo o... Lin

    yep can confirm, im here for the reunion.

    Fif August 21, 2026 10:08 am
    Honestly, I'm just ignoring everything and living for the reunion. I need that reunion—I freaking need it! I pretty sure it's why most of us are still here. Already been down the uncomfortable age gap convo o... Lin

    Tbh I definitely am just waiting for the reunion cause the fl feels so uncomfortable with these people sometimes like she owes them for taking her in. She doesn't even try to take credit for work .