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Fif August 14, 2026 12:13 pm

I don't like the ml lead like at all. It feels so wrong and weird for the male lead to be him and if I am not wrong the male lead is atleast 17-18(he is graduating) and the female lead is only like 12-13 max (i don't care about her mental age that's not the male lead sees).

Not only does their age not match up but also the way he acts it just gives me the ick. Am I the only one who feels this way. Plus seriously what do you mean you couldn't control your "bloodthirst" that's ridiculous.

also the way the Duchess was behaving when she was talking to the potentially fl brother was so weird like I get that you like her and feel like someone will steal her away but they treat her as more of a object or pet rather than a daughter(she can make her own decisions wheather she wants to live with them or seek something else).


I really- really want to be wrong for feeling this way about the duke family but they seriously treat her as a pet and not as a person. Like diana is a baby so her behaviour does make sense but come on she is talking to someone and you are literally interrupting them just because they will take her away.....which in most likely case gives her a bright future.

    lla696308 August 16, 2026 12:26 pm

    Yeah she totally bypassing all the 11 year olds that like her for a man double her age.
    I don’t think he’s 17/18 though he’s graduating early. I thought he would like 14 or 15. All I know is the Marquis or however, you spell it.. that man is fine.

    lla696308 August 16, 2026 12:27 pm

    Sorry, I was skipping past the rest of it. You’re right they do treat her like a pet and I’m tired of it. And she can go wherever the fuck she wants. But for some reason, she’s like obsessed with this little girl and I don’t see why because that little girl is annoying.

    Kira4042 August 17, 2026 12:19 am

    I was wondering why the way they were protective felt weird. And it's cause of the object thing. But I think the reason I don't care is because of the way Diana is. (She was probably the female lead in the old timeline.) Diana actually treats Lia like a person and listens to what Lia says. Diana even broke social norms infront of lots of high ranking people just to keep Lia from being humiliated.

    Fif August 21, 2026 10:16 am
    I was wondering why the way they were protective felt weird. And it's cause of the object thing. But I think the reason I don't care is because of the way Diana is. (She was probably the female lead in the old ... Kira4042

    That's exactly my point other than diana i don't like the duke family. And most of diana attitude towards wanting to be with her is just children clinginess to people they love and the duke family just uses her fondness to take her in. They are not adopting a child in their eyes just a pitiful dog that needs their saving.

    Fif August 21, 2026 10:29 am
    Sorry, I was skipping past the rest of it. You’re right they do treat her like a pet and I’m tired of it. And she can go wherever the fuck she wants. But for some reason, she’s like obsessed with this lit... lla696308

    I think it's more guilt from her past life where she didn't save her thats why she is still there but does like diana. And diana is a child and her clinginess just comes from the fact that she literally got saved by her when she was kidnapped and traumatized to her she is the symbol of protection and love. A child being clingy is completely normal but the parents on the other hand (I can't reason with)

Fif August 14, 2026 12:05 pm

I don't like the ml lead like at all. It feels so wrong and weird for the male lead to be him and if I am not wrong the male lead is atleast 17-18(he is graduating) and the female lead is only like 12-13 max (i don't care about her mental age that's not the male lead sees).

Not only does their age not match up but also the way he acts it just gives me the ick. Am I the only one who feels this way. Plus seriously what do you mean you couldn't control your "bloodthirst" that's ridiculous.

I can't be the only one and also the way the Duchess was behaving when she was talking to the fl brother was so weird like I get that you like her and feel like someone will steal her away but they treat her as more of a object or pet rather than a daughter.

    Lin August 16, 2026 2:24 am

    Honestly, I'm just ignoring everything and living for the reunion. I need that reunion—I freaking need it! I pretty sure it's why most of us are still here.

    Already been down the uncomfortable age gap convo on this story https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/it_s_my_first_time_being_loved/
    It's seems par the course with these types of stories.

    Maybe there'll be a time skip and everyone can be in their 20s. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    Annie257319 August 19, 2026 12:39 am
    Honestly, I'm just ignoring everything and living for the reunion. I need that reunion—I freaking need it! I pretty sure it's why most of us are still here. Already been down the uncomfortable age gap convo o... Lin

    yep can confirm, im here for the reunion.

    Fif August 21, 2026 10:08 am
    Honestly, I'm just ignoring everything and living for the reunion. I need that reunion—I freaking need it! I pretty sure it's why most of us are still here. Already been down the uncomfortable age gap convo o... Lin

    Tbh I definitely am just waiting for the reunion cause the fl feels so uncomfortable with these people sometimes like she owes them for taking her in. She doesn't even try to take credit for work .

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Fif August 22, 2025 7:14 pm

I saw a manga in which the female lead like shrinks to a dool size and ends up with her idol or her crush
Can anybody tell me the name of it

dandelion January 12, 2025 11:12 am

in this story a succbus/demon girl makes a app after years of work it is a app where you can use dildos and stuff on the target she makes it to ease her work for food? any idea on this one idk remember if it was a manga or manhwa

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