I don't like the ml lead like at all. It feels so wrong and weird for the male lead to be him and if I am not wrong the male lead is atleast 17-18(he is graduating) and the female lead is only like 12-13 max (i don't care about her mental age that's not the male lead sees).
Not only does their age not match up but also the way he acts it just gives me the ick. Am I the only one who feels this way. Plus seriously what do you mean you couldn't control your "bloodthirst" that's ridiculous.
I can't be the only one and also the way the Duchess was behaving when she was talking to the fl brother was so weird like I get that you like her and feel like someone will steal her away but they treat her as more of a object or pet rather than a daughter.
Honestly, I'm just ignoring everything and living for the reunion. I need that reunion—I freaking need it! I pretty sure it's why most of us are still here.
Already been down the uncomfortable age gap convo on this story https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/it_s_my_first_time_being_loved/
It's seems par the course with these types of stories.
Maybe there'll be a time skip and everyone can be in their 20s. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
yep can confirm, im here for the reunion.
Tbh I definitely am just waiting for the reunion cause the fl feels so uncomfortable with these people sometimes like she owes them for taking her in. She doesn't even try to take credit for work .
No because how in the world are they making the most hot sexy absolutely delicious scrumptious art of maru ever.I am already shipping han maru and his roomie cause damn dynamics. the clothes for his mother him and the potential fl are fr something.like what do you mean their build is beautiful and they high light it.
Also the fact all eight shown yet are also hot and sexy codded. They all look like they are the most beautiful out there. The resurrection guy was so hot and then we got the white haired dude, he is fine and he is potential as a bf for maru.Now this lady she is fineeeeeeee (づ￣ ³￣)づ mean she is gives off badass vibe
I thought this was the last chapter scared me there
Those golden TO BE CONTINUED saved me
Had to di a double take to make sure too hahahahah
It was the second last chapter
Wasn't her mother a fricking asshole who tried to kill her don't tell me cause why else is that priest like that seeing her (you know what I mean like she was his first love who died)(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
My theory is, they're supposed to be lovers. Then something probably happened to the girl's family. She was married off to some man hidden away and was reported dead. Or she offed herself sometime after the mc was abandoned. The husband seemed abusive and she had postpartum depression.
Or he could be the brother of the bio mom. And she already passed away for a long time, that's why he said he's the only one left.
Whatever the case, I want to know soon （/TДT)/
Me toooo girli me too (≧∀≦)
It was so good I read it all in one go it's 3:44 right now I need to wake up at 5:30
Why was this so good I thought I will only watch for a bit
They did such a good job making the story interesting they don't try to make a harem or sexualise anybody
Even the mc is respectful and even tho he has eyes everywhere never tried to peep and stuff even gave people ample amount of privacy in a justifiable way ヾ(☆▽☆)
I like the fact that no shit is actually given that they showed seomoon died because we all know from soul that mf is not dying yet
I don't like the ml lead like at all. It feels so wrong and weird for the male lead to be him and if I am not wrong the male lead is atleast 17-18(he is graduating) and the female lead is only like 12-13 max (i don't care about her mental age that's not the male lead sees).
Not only does their age not match up but also the way he acts it just gives me the ick. Am I the only one who feels this way. Plus seriously what do you mean you couldn't control your "bloodthirst" that's ridiculous.
also the way the Duchess was behaving when she was talking to the potentially fl brother was so weird like I get that you like her and feel like someone will steal her away but they treat her as more of a object or pet rather than a daughter(she can make her own decisions wheather she wants to live with them or seek something else).
I really- really want to be wrong for feeling this way about the duke family but they seriously treat her as a pet and not as a person. Like diana is a baby so her behaviour does make sense but come on she is talking to someone and you are literally interrupting them just because they will take her away.....which in most likely case gives her a bright future.
Yeah she totally bypassing all the 11 year olds that like her for a man double her age.
I don’t think he’s 17/18 though he’s graduating early. I thought he would like 14 or 15. All I know is the Marquis or however, you spell it.. that man is fine.
Sorry, I was skipping past the rest of it. You’re right they do treat her like a pet and I’m tired of it. And she can go wherever the fuck she wants. But for some reason, she’s like obsessed with this little girl and I don’t see why because that little girl is annoying.
I was wondering why the way they were protective felt weird. And it's cause of the object thing. But I think the reason I don't care is because of the way Diana is. (She was probably the female lead in the old timeline.) Diana actually treats Lia like a person and listens to what Lia says. Diana even broke social norms infront of lots of high ranking people just to keep Lia from being humiliated.
That's exactly my point other than diana i don't like the duke family. And most of diana attitude towards wanting to be with her is just children clinginess to people they love and the duke family just uses her fondness to take her in. They are not adopting a child in their eyes just a pitiful dog that needs their saving.
I think it's more guilt from her past life where she didn't save her thats why she is still there but does like diana. And diana is a child and her clinginess just comes from the fact that she literally got saved by her when she was kidnapped and traumatized to her she is the symbol of protection and love. A child being clingy is completely normal but the parents on the other hand (I can't reason with)