in a way, i think heejae was already attracted to garam from the start. listening to garam fluidly pick apart and understand the underlying meanings behind the musical songs probably gave heejae a slim hope that he (as a complex music sheet) could also be picked apart, examined at its barest, to be acknowledged and appreciated. he’s so pathetic that he can’t put down his pride and genuinely ask to be loved so he has to resort to pricking people to see how much they can tolerate before they leave him and then he’d hate them but he’d hate himself. oh heejae u 50s pushing pathetic Unc
in a way, i think heejae was already attracted to garam from the start. listening to garam fluidly pick apart and understand the underlying meanings behind the musical songs probably gave heejae a slim hope that he (as a complex music sheet) could also be picked apart, examined at its barest, to be acknowledged and appreciated. he’s so pathetic that he can’t put down his pride and genuinely ask to be loved so he has to resort to pricking people to see how much they can tolerate before they leave him and then he’d hate them but he’d hate himself. oh heejae u 50s pushing pathetic Unc