It's so easy to please me author-nim. So easy.

"you are the most extraordinary man I know. You've worn yourself down for the peace of this kingdom, and haven't made one foolish decision in warfare and politics. I admit that the rest of the time you are a perverted sadistic man, but A-Shan, I could not find another on this earth that I would lay with, you've shown me pleasures my mind could not conjure if I tried. Ive desired you for years, and I will continue to do so. You once asked me what my type was, and I remember describing you despite myself. You've captured my soul simply by existing in your godly beauty, but it's your assertiveness along with your idiotic tenderness that has my heart captive. I wish for you to not ever die. Find a way to live forever, if you must invent some sorcery to do so. I'll be here to kiss away the madness in your mind, I promise. I'll cut your hair for you when you foolishly let it suffocate you in the summer. I'll worry you spend holidays locked in palace walls, and rush to stay by your side every time. I'll grumble and sulk if a woman has eyes for you even though I know you wouldn't give her the time of day, and she would run for the hills if she had a peek at your real self.
I just. I simply. Well. Respect and love you too much to be left alone in this world without you, A-Shan. "