“are you with me because you can’t be with [____]?”
[____]: “yea. i want to be with [____] but there’s no way [___] would go out with me. that’s why i’m going out with you.”
I lowkey hate skylar for not bringing this conversation up and reassuring cirrus ever after that. Makes me feel like cirrus was actually merely a second option that skylar settled for cause the friend (first choice) was not available, till the end.
Even when cirrus did't want to meet skaylar and later they talked about the reason, cirrus implied skylar only wanted to meet him because of his guilt (not out of love)and skylar didn't deny
REALLLL
“even though i hated my father, i always held a bit of hope that living here might mend things with him.
But, i realised it was just wishful thinking.
I’m not too bummed, i knew it would go down like this.
I just didn’t expect it to be so soon”
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Skylar: “We can take care of each other when we’re sick”
“If you’re this sweet, i might forget how to be alone”
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“I had a crush on my third grade teacher. I must’ve thought how great it would’ve been if he was my dad atleast ten thousand times”
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“I’m scared that one day youll suddenly break your promise to be with me…
saying things like ‘i wasn’t thinking straight’ or ‘my feelings have changed’ and then leave me”
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“i can’t even remember how i managed to survive without you. i’ll do anything that you ask of me. just don’t tell me to leave…so that i can go on living”
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skylar: “make sure to eat properly. you don’t have anyone to take care of you if you get sick”
“i have you”
skylar: “well i can’t be by your side forever”
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“you’re right, i’m crazy about you. i don’t want to be apart from you for even a second.
what about you? have you…ever wanted me?”
“prove to me that i’m not the only one that wants this”
“i need some reassurance for my anxiety”
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“are you with me because you can’t be with [____]?”
[____]: “yea. i want to be with [____] but there’s no way [___] would go out with me. that’s why i’m going out with you.”
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“you said you liked me. you said i’m the one you liked. i love you, [____]. please tell me you love me”
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“i’m jealous, you’ll remember [____] forever. i want to be everything to you, the best and worst person you ever knew”
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“i’m sorry.
it’s okay if you don’t like me back.
i’ll wait until you do.”
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“my feelings for you have always been real. i’m sorry, please…please don’t leave me.”
[____]: “give up the act. you’ve never even known what it’s like to be loved growing up. what do you know about love? how could you ever love? you’re just using me to fill the hole from the years of neglect”
“is that what you honestly think?”
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“you know what, this is the first time i’ve genuinely wished for someone else’s happiness”
“and that’s why i was afraid. i knew i couldn’t be the one to make you happy. i could never be the person to do it for you”
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“when you asked me out, it was the heat of the moment wasn’t it. you were afraid i’d give up on everything.
i knew that but i still believed you loved me and exploited your feelings of pity for me.”
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“[____], even if i’m not by your side, regardless of who you’re with, or where you are, i hope you days are always filled with happiness and smiles.”————————————————