yes it was at the beginning of chapter 152
(only for heejae to be woken up by garam being super horny and sucking his dick….)
the night before they were having sex but heejae got distracted by compton offering garam the job in london and dealing with the contract negotiations
I’m afraid to say that for now, I think he only contemplates or shreds a thought of others based on how little or less Garam thinks of them? Does that make any sense? I know it’s terrible out there but that man has a very classic case of amnesia (abuser never remembers their wrong doings) and his philosophy of navigating in life is to never look back at the past and keep music as your central point. I just think he presumes Compton has moving on by now, indicating by he is a very successful conductor. He maybe feel a tiny bit of pity/ acceptance during that incident but as the years go by, it’s not a top of his concern anymore. He looks back and just treat it as part of the process of refining gems T_T
It actually made perfect sense! Anyway after 205, do you think Heejae will completely become ‘human’? I feel like there’ll be attempts, but it’s definitely not going to be a 180°, and Garam will be okay with that. It’s hard to change when being THAT has basically been your default setting for almost half a century.
I think heejae was more worried about garam than feeling guilty about what he did to compton. Heejae thought that compton would either take it out on garam/sabotage garam's career or convince garam to leave his side.
Heejae got himself a kind lit young horny lover he highey does not deserve all that smh
As a human being, the only good quality he has is that he cares about Garam huh Literally no redeeming qualities whatsoever shhshs
Gosh the way I have so many emotions after reading 205. I am literally hyperventilating in bed
Gosh the way I have so many emotions after reading 205. I am literally hyperventilating in bed
+in bed
If Im not mistaken, didnt Heejae dream of that moment where he stabbed Compton in the rain and scarred him for life in chapter 151 (maybe)? I wonder if he felt even a tiny bit bad about it, or if he just sees that memory as a hassle.