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Yerim is partially drug addicted. Kruger is borderline diabetic. Compton is alcoholic and guess what my beloved son has became :) Nicotine abuser & alcoholic at the same time. I still cannot get over the fact that he used so much forced on his precious piano hands to break the piano….. (Remember Heejae used to throw fits when he got in some stupid quarrel & hurt his hands). And then he chose to work in the noisiest factory so he could dull his hearing & that cursed tinnitus. Wdym the only way he could get some sleep was by exhausting himself , drowning in alcohol & the constant whacking his ears to get some peace. I know Heejae is hurted in equal measures & probably suffering across the globe but I’m physically ill thinking of how isolating, depressing & lonely for a 25+ y.o kid with no friends, family or anywhere to bounce back to. He had music & Heejae once and now it’s the biggest source of pain for him like he has nothing at all. How am I gonna enjoy my trip with this, pleasee my heart
So this manga is old old old. I think it’s probably a series of short story (maybe 10%) but story explores a girl tries to explore her sexuality. But there is this part about the story involves about a twin. One of them was surprised when finding out his other twin is gay (kinda caught them kissing his classmate) and then there is this tutor that is lowkey evil and teased him if he was also being gay (since his other twin is gay) and baits him to do various lewd act i.e wear the uniform. They then went to the movie theatre & the tutor touched him inappropriately. Please it’s so erotic and lewd in the best way possible. Any one, helpppppp
I keep seeing people saying on why Heejae doesn’t change or not saying sorry or love you. It is suppose to be difficult like that for a reason. His sense of self is closely intertwined with his pain & grief. Expecting a man for a change overnight with over decades of trauma would be absurd. It would defeat the entire purpose of his character. Remember the road Orpheus has to take to seek for Eurydice???? It’s literally to hell! I’m telling you the way I broke into ugly tears when he played Chopin as an apology & a poor attempt to make up with Garam. If you’re sad and frustrated they’re apart now. Yall are not ready for their reunion. Im sitting here, trembling thinking about them meeting each others again. That shit will shatter you into pieces. They’ve been through so much.