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Man commits quite possibly every atrocities but draws the line at saying the forbidden words. And they called Garam the biggest baby when the ginormous pussy is literally next to him. It’s okay Heejae, they call it exposure therapy, I believe in you xx.

First time reading it, hope it’s as good as everyone makes it so(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

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https://www.lezhin.com/ko/comic/no_eurydice

And in that moment, Garam realised how brutal and ugly the world of men function because what do you mean you can only choose between a deception (a dishonest apology) or love bombing (let’s get waffle and kiss!!!!). And if the world is dying and one needs to sacrifice to save humankind, I know my son will be in the front line T____T

When the devil wants to destroy your relationship, he gives you a big fat fucking ego. Go Garam Go!!!!

I like that the author gives Garam that soft dominance power because instead of lashing out and being violent like Heejae and everyone else, he just get reallyyyy quiet and throws few words around and got everyone tiptoe and walk on eggshell around him like Kathy, Eva & Heejae - literally gagged & stunned.. The whole chapter of them having the illusion of peace together is really a ticking bomb lmaoooo.

But it could also be worse because he can become very explosive (in the past with Kruger chair) or self destructive and shut down everyone until it gets right for him ( image of flowers blooming when Heejae gave him the no.2) and now it slowly withers….. I’m leaning towards the idea that he will get himself a short separation period with Heejae so both can sort out how they view relationship forward. Heejae, you fuck up big big time man. We cannot kiss and having waffle as a way out （/TДT)/

Crying when KR fans called Garam “ my ideal younger masochistic sub” and Heejae “ super skinny horse faced bitch” and in the same breath “But I love him though”.

I encorage you to go to kz kr to read the epilogue. It provides more details abt the wrtinf of this piece. Don’t underestand why lz us doesn’t translate that

Can you guys upvote (HE) or downvote (SE) me? I wanna see what kind of endings you guys prefer? I had a miserable af day in the office today will be a SE xx

I know everyone (incl. myself) is praising Garam for being a saint and saviour and all that but I also wanna point out that his natural instinct to be kind, selfless is not particularly because he is nice himself, it’s also contributed majorly due to his upbringing as well. We’re talking average low-middle class family at best with extremely traditional values. Prior to the whole ordeal & being swept off his feet to America, he was just a very shy timid kid and if you know anything about the Korean/Asian parents in general abt their view on artistic pursuit (there is one extra chap when it’s mentioned the Garam family atmosphere is only nice as long no discussion abt piano involves), I don’t think it helps his self esteem at all. Yeah, it keeps him grounded but also turns him into this rather socially inept dude - No social life, no dating experience or whatsoever. Hell, how do you even remember your sister comment about your dick being tiny like?

If we call Heejea is emotional constipated, Garam definitely is emotional immature. As in he really doesn’t get his emotions exercise in any way at all. If you follow from beginning, you’ve seen his default coping mechanism is to silently endure it and walk away. I.e. when he felt he wasn’t being appreciated enough by Younjo during the university festival, walk away. When he saw Heejea was being super lovey-dovey with Clarin, walk away. Even now during this act where he should be more upfront with Heejae, he was unable to express his feelings. Garam’s dilemma because he also knew for a fact while he’s very against Heejae’s methods, like against the system but also benefiting a great deal from it, hence his frustration got him even worse because it’s difficult to be righteous but also no will power to speak (never learn properly anw) when it’s needed. In this case, fight back with Heejae.

That’s why for me his whole arc with Kruger & esp Compton makes a lots of sense for his mentality, particularly his acceptance and tolerance for their behaviour. His kindness act towards them was in a way served as penitence and comfort on behalf of Heejae, similar a big brother consoling the young one for their bad parent's habits. I also find it super endearing that he at least got Kathy as a college or friend to have another voice or opinion whenever he felt stuck. Literally my precious baby don’t get any others friend or same age to talk to. BDK writing here on the imbalanced power dynamics and codependency is so good people forget dude is literally a clueless 20 y.o, have almost zero social skills in & don’t even speak the language when he first arrived. I can’t possibly imagine the loneliness and homesick he must have felt and Heejea obviously didn’t help at all T____T.

Anw, now that we came to this arc, hopefully we will get to experience their relationship and struggle as it is, which im sure BDK will throw me into hell. Versus the last 4 season, when it’s all kinda view via others characters. My own preferred endings (for now a happy ending) would be they will be married. Heejae perhaps stepped down from the maestro titles (not after he composes a fuck tona of song for his obvious muse) and Garam would got the title and perform his special night “No more Eurydice”. I’m saying this because hopefully there is parallel to his school night music “Orpheus night” and it never happened due to the accident so this special night with both of them performing it together hehe.