I keep seeing people saying on why Heejae doesn’t change or not saying sorry or love you. It is suppose to be difficult like that for a reason. His sense of self is closely intertwined with his pain & grief. Expecting a man for a change overnight with over decades of trauma would be absurd. It would defeat the entire purpose of his character. Remember the road Orpheus has to take to seek for Eurydice???? It’s literally to hell! I’m telling you the way I broke into ugly tears when he played Chopin as an apology & a poor attempt to make up with Garam. If you’re sad and frustrated they’re apart now. Yall are not ready for their reunion. Im sitting here, trembling thinking about them meeting each others again. That shit will shatter you into pieces. They’ve been through so much.
Yerim is partially drug addicted. Kruger is borderline diabetic. Compton is alcoholic and guess what my beloved son has became :) Nicotine abuser & alcoholic at the same time. I still cannot get over the fact that he used so much forced on his precious piano hands to break the piano….. (Remember Heejae used to throw fits when he got in some stupid quarrel & hurt his hands). And then he chose to work in the noisiest factory so he could dull his hearing & that cursed tinnitus. Wdym the only way he could get some sleep was by exhausting himself , drowning in alcohol & the constant whacking his ears to get some peace. I know Heejae is hurted in equal measures & probably suffering across the globe but I’m physically ill thinking of how isolating, depressing & lonely for a 25+ y.o kid with no friends, family or anywhere to bounce back to. He had music & Heejae once and now it’s the biggest source of pain for him like he has nothing at all. How am I gonna enjoy my trip with this, pleasee my heart
"Sin's Paradise"A mistake between childhood friends that began on a wedding day.A BL ...
- Author: Bread
- Genres: Drama / Mature / Romance / Yaoi
I was thinking that technically he’s still under Nympha contract so I don’t think he will be out of US just yet. So he may seek support from Ms.Clarin for independent projects or have discussions with Tlynski for a temp solo to avoid contacts with Heejae as much as possible. Another part of it is living arrangements can be a bit problem so it will be fun if Garam just crashes somewhere else temporarily before moving out completely (very low chance thou) OR moving back to KR & finishing his study there. He has not yet graduated btw :))))). A reunion with Youngjo can be fun too & his time alone for some retrospection (Sprinkle some delicious tantalising time skip there) if considering go back to US again to properly shine as an artist after his military services ended.
The thing that bothers me the most is how BDK said S6 won’t be long (assume the auto translation is correct) then it will be a highly dramatic/ condensed season. S5 is around 90 chaps so if BDK wants to keep it neat, like wrapping up under 60-70 chaps + potential 20-30 side story. The longest webtoon I recalled reading was around 300 chaps (Cheese in the trap & the pale horse anyone) so I think maybe NME will follow suit. Also BDK needs a big fat nasty vacation after s6 ended lmaooo.
Hi Sage, just want to drop by to say that BDK just uploaded the revised version of chap 210 (tiny revision anyway) just to highlight the impact of the broken piano so in case if you need to adjust :D.
The way I’m spiralling every time I scroll further and further like I cannot believe the catastrophe unfolding in front of my eyes it’s not even funny anymore. Literally it keeps going!!!!!! BDK really took her time with this chapter huh. The question is how do I cope with the doom and despair of a hiatus……
Man commits quite possibly every atrocities but draws the line at saying the forbidden words. And they called Garam the biggest baby when the ginormous pussy is literally next to him. It’s okay Heejae, they call it exposure therapy, I believe in you xx.
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So this manga is old old old. I think it’s probably a series of short story (maybe 10%) but story explores a girl tries to explore her sexuality. But there is this part about the story involves about a twin. One of them was surprised when finding out his other twin is gay (kinda caught them kissing his classmate) and then there is this tutor that is lowkey evil and teased him if he was also being gay (since his other twin is gay) and baits him to do various lewd act i.e wear the uniform. They then went to the movie theatre & the tutor touched him inappropriately. Please it’s so erotic and lewd in the best way possible. Any one, helpppppp
And in that moment, Garam realised how brutal and ugly the world of men function because what do you mean you can only choose between a deception (a dishonest apology) or love bombing (let’s get waffle and kiss!!!!). And if the world is dying and one needs to sacrifice to save humankind, I know my son will be in the front line T____T
When the devil wants to destroy your relationship, he gives you a big fat fucking ego. Go Garam Go!!!!
I like that the author gives Garam that soft dominance power because instead of lashing out and being violent like Heejae and everyone else, he just get reallyyyy quiet and throws few words around and got everyone tiptoe and walk on eggshell around him like Kathy, Eva & Heejae - literally gagged & stunned.. The whole chapter of them having the illusion of peace together is really a ticking bomb lmaoooo.
But it could also be worse because he can become very explosive (in the past with Kruger chair) or self destructive and shut down everyone until it gets right for him ( image of flowers blooming when Heejae gave him the no.2) and now it slowly withers….. I’m leaning towards the idea that he will get himself a short separation period with Heejae so both can sort out how they view relationship forward. Heejae, you fuck up big big time man. We cannot kiss and having waffle as a way out （/TДT)/
Crying when KR fans called Garam “ my ideal younger masochistic sub” and Heejae “ super skinny horse faced bitch” and in the same breath “But I love him though”.
I encorage you to go to kz kr to read the epilogue. It provides more details abt the wrtinf of this piece. Don’t underestand why lz us doesn’t translate that
Can you guys upvote (HE) or downvote (SE) me? I wanna see what kind of endings you guys prefer? I had a miserable af day in the office today will be a SE xx
I know everyone (incl. myself) is praising Garam for being a saint and saviour and all that but I also wanna point out that his natural instinct to be kind, selfless is not particularly because he is nice himself, it’s also contributed majorly due to his upbringing as well. We’re talking average low-middle class family at best with extremely traditional values. Prior to the whole ordeal & being swept off his feet to America, he was just a very shy timid kid and if you know anything about the Korean/Asian parents in general abt their view on artistic pursuit (there is one extra chap when it’s mentioned the Garam family atmosphere is only nice as long no discussion abt piano involves), I don’t think it helps his self esteem at all. Yeah, it keeps him grounded but also turns him into this rather socially inept dude - No social life, no dating experience or whatsoever. Hell, how do you even remember your sister comment about your dick being tiny like?
If we call Heejea is emotional constipated, Garam definitely is emotional immature. As in he really doesn’t get his emotions exercise in any way at all. If you follow from beginning, you’ve seen his default coping mechanism is to silently endure it and walk away. I.e. when he felt he wasn’t being appreciated enough by Younjo during the university festival, walk away. When he saw Heejea was being super lovey-dovey with Clarin, walk away. Even now during this act where he should be more upfront with Heejae, he was unable to express his feelings. Garam’s dilemma because he also knew for a fact while he’s very against Heejae’s methods, like against the system but also benefiting a great deal from it, hence his frustration got him even worse because it’s difficult to be righteous but also no will power to speak (never learn properly anw) when it’s needed. In this case, fight back with Heejae.
That’s why for me his whole arc with Kruger & esp Compton makes a lots of sense for his mentality, particularly his acceptance and tolerance for their behaviour. His kindness act towards them was in a way served as penitence and comfort on behalf of Heejae, similar a big brother consoling the young one for their bad parent's habits. I also find it super endearing that he at least got Kathy as a college or friend to have another voice or opinion whenever he felt stuck. Literally my precious baby don’t get any others friend or same age to talk to. BDK writing here on the imbalanced power dynamics and codependency is so good people forget dude is literally a clueless 20 y.o, have almost zero social skills in & don’t even speak the language when he first arrived. I can’t possibly imagine the loneliness and homesick he must have felt and Heejea obviously didn’t help at all T____T.
Anw, now that we came to this arc, hopefully we will get to experience their relationship and struggle as it is, which im sure BDK will throw me into hell. Versus the last 4 season, when it’s all kinda view via others characters. My own preferred endings (for now a happy ending) would be they will be married. Heejae perhaps stepped down from the maestro titles (not after he composes a fuck tona of song for his obvious muse) and Garam would got the title and perform his special night “No more Eurydice”. I’m saying this because hopefully there is parallel to his school night music “Orpheus night” and it never happened due to the accident so this special night with both of them performing it together hehe.
Thanks you Sage, for spoiling us with this fast updates. Literally you hard carry this fandom for the past 2 months like insane works and I cant say thank enough dor this.
Anywhoooo, I was wondering if you have any plan on translating the extra chap (historical setting, between chap 165 &166) and BDK extra au (mafia, actor I think ~100 pages) and mini stories on twitter as well :”(
I AM PHYSICALLY ILL AFTER CHAPTER 205. I NEED NEXT WEEK COMES SOON LIKE EXPEDITIOUSLY. I FELT INSANE THAT OLD MAN IS SO CLUMSY IN LOVE. BDK STAB ME ALREADY