i am also feeling c lesbian personally men js don't do it for me not bc i cant find them attractive but their personalities are shit and i dont like how this society will always have a bias and i will eventually succumb to the patriarchal standards dictated for women no matter how much of a confidant capable adult female i am
Been on a date with a man recently and it was not it, idk if he's boring or he's just a man idk. But recently I've been daydreaming about kissing a girl genuinely any girl and doin stuff w her but when i try to imagine it w a man it just doesn't feel right. What u said, i do find men attractive but lwk their personalise aint it, i agree w u. I've kissed girl-friends but never a man, maybe thats why i cant really imagine it? But i also dont find it like smth i wanna do yk... UGH

Been having a lot of gay thoughts lately