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I think that's just life, the mistakes you made or the person you were don't just vanish, they stay constantly in the back of your mind, reminding you of what once was, trying to pull you back in, like sand.
You just have to keep going despite that, the price you pay for changing is the reminder of how you were in the past.
Anyone feeling that we are just constantly orbiting around our inner worst qualities?
That all we do to change for the better will sooner or later be reduced and pulled back in? That all new that we build will just collapse under our own gravity? That we are just piles and piles of ruble, not entirely nothing (because then would be able to build ourselves anew) but enough of something to be broken?
like an spiral that just reduces itself as it goes inward, constrained by the past loop.
Or is it just me tonight?