Please help me find this manhwa

I don't really remember if this manhwa is BL or not, but here it goes. The setting is joseon era I think, or modern era but they have a past life which is in joseon era. Then the ML named the MC after a flower (I don't really remember the flower, if its camellia or plum blossom) and the god that favored the MC got mad at MC and punished the mc. I think the mc lived a long life, reincarnating again and again (i think that's the punishment the god gave MC) and then MC reunites with ML in the modern world. I read it a long time ago, and recently, I can't stop thinking about it. If you have any idea, please help. Thank you!