I don't really remember if this manhwa is BL or not, but here it goes. The setting is joseon era I think, or modern era but they have a past life which is in joseon era. Then the ML named the MC after a flower (I don't really remember the flower, if its camellia or plum blossom) and the god that favored the MC got mad at MC and punished the mc. I think the mc lived a long life, reincarnating again and again (i think that's the punishment the god gave MC) and then MC reunites with ML in the modern world. I read it a long time ago, and recently, I can't stop thinking about it. If you have any idea, please help. Thank you!
I think it might be this
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_lotus_and_the_lost_uncensored_official/
So I was reading this manhwa about a high school boy (mc) in love with his senior, but the senior is straight. Senior has a younger brother (ml) who is the same age as mc. The brothers really look alike, uh, brown/blonde hair. Ml has piercings. Mc is black haired. The artstyle is really unique, (the faces are quite lacking in emotions). So mc and ml spends time together, mc moves on and likes ml but he overheard in the clinic that he is dating some other girl from another school which turned out to be a misunderstanding. Mc avoided ml, then mc asked senior for advice in his house, ml comes home and sees them together, assumed that mc still likes his older brother (senior). I forgot the title since I marinated it for a few weeks. And I forgot to add it on my reading list.
He keeps using the word 'Pride' since he got awakened, so, maybe GF has assimilated or is contracted with the Sin of Pride before becoming one with Hoyeol?