Yeah, for old yaoi standards, kinda fresh, kinda kinky, but when I see a sadist bottom on the cover and in the title, I wanna see a truly sadistic bottom. Their BDSM play consisted of the top begging for the bottom to be his queen, some sexy (and tbh cool) fetish wear, the bottom being a bit of a dom for a very brief moment (I liked it when he served dom faces), and then just him getting railed by the top who, tbh, felt more like wearing the label sub and masochist than actually living it. (Even the play was always cut short when they could've got to the actually kinky parts - pain, humiliation, restriction, asphyxiation, etc. Best we got is a bit of sounding... BOORING) He was manipulative af and that took away from the bottom's dominance imo. He didn't have enough playing field to take over the top, so instead, it was the top dominating the relationship, moulding and pushing it the way he wanted to (which was acknowledged in the story briefly; also the top's 'sadistic heart', which we didn't see much of though apart from the confrontation with the shit ass brother). Dunno, this whole story with its lackluster BDSM moments felt like it was cosplaying BDSM more than being BDSM. Pretty kinky harness clothes and a bottom who rides the top and has him on a leash at times doesn't make for good, true BDSM and especially not a story with a truly dominant, sadistic bottom. (Bottom was whiny af and had avoidant attachment, that's it lol) This story baited me.
Yeah, for old yaoi standards, kinda fresh, kinda kinky, but when I see a sadist bottom on the cover and in the title, I wanna see a truly sadistic bottom. Their BDSM play consisted of the top begging for the bottom to be his queen, some sexy (and tbh cool) fetish wear, the bottom being a bit of a dom for a very brief moment (I liked it when he served dom faces), and then just him getting railed by the top who, tbh, felt more like wearing the label sub and masochist than actually living it. (Even the play was always cut short when they could've got to the actually kinky parts - pain, humiliation, restriction, asphyxiation, etc. Best we got is a bit of sounding... BOORING) He was manipulative af and that took away from the bottom's dominance imo. He didn't have enough playing field to take over the top, so instead, it was the top dominating the relationship, moulding and pushing it the way he wanted to (which was acknowledged in the story briefly; also the top's 'sadistic heart', which we didn't see much of though apart from the confrontation with the shit ass brother). Dunno, this whole story with its lackluster BDSM moments felt like it was cosplaying BDSM more than being BDSM. Pretty kinky harness clothes and a bottom who rides the top and has him on a leash at times doesn't make for good, true BDSM and especially not a story with a truly dominant, sadistic bottom. (Bottom was whiny af and had avoidant attachment, that's it lol) This story baited me.