THANK YOU!!
the tragedy of this story is precisely bc we know that neither of them are villains, but ml has every reason to hate mc
WE know she doesn’t deserve it, that she had no choice, but he didn’t deserve it either!! they are both victims here
i can’t even imagine the pain ml will have to go through when he finds out that the person that made him suffer sm is also the person that loved him the most
none of them deserve what is happening, and that’s what makes this angst so good

Chapter 10 and I feel so sorry for the ML. I can’t imagine a teenage boy being sent to war, witness all that horror. Fight and win for his ppl. Only to be thrown poison at that doesn’t just blind u it cause u excruciating pain. U r neither dead nor alive just in pain. Then go through a treatment that would require you to be clean. Alcohol withdrawal itself can kill a human being without medical supervision. Then I opened the comments only to see ppl calling him stupid saying “I wish he would die.”
If the roles were reversed would the comments be saying the same thing about the FL who wants to her revenge for all the pain the ML put him through. Will they say the same thing “I wish she would die” “she is so stupid”
I don’t blame the FL but let’s not act as if she is going through more pain than the man who had to fight wars then had to have excruciating pain to endure ended up dependent on drugs and alcohol!