yeah, but even more so it's about the moments which i am shocked that are canon. geto suguru leaving jujutsu society and wearing traditional robes called "gojo-kesa" and gege akutami saying he was researching for the traditional buddhist robes and came across gojo-kesa and thought, "well, isn't that right?" WHAT?!?! seriously?!?! i done lost my mind over that. i had a lump in my throat as well as my jaw was dropped....this info is so sad and so astonishing to me i couldn't believe it was ACTUALLY TRUE?!?! apart from that, the jjk0 light novel lines were truly so beautiful and moved my heart bc what was that T_T
"Even so, Gojo's gaze, covered under the white bandages, had always, always, been staring at the shape of Geto's soul"
"Saying that, he walked into the crowd of people. Gojo wasn’t able to kill him.
Wasn’t able to realize it.
Wasn’t able to catch up.
Wasn’t able to stop him.
Even then, he had been the strongest sorcerer - someone with an unparalleled technique, with qualifications beyond any other.
But there’s no point in being strong by yourself.
Someone who doesn’t want to be saved is like the setting sun sinking into the mountains. No matter how you hold out your hand, there’s no way to reach them. There was no way to reach him. It doesn’t matter how strong you are, so long as you are alone.
And so - Gojo decided to become a teacher."– geto was the reason gojo became a teacher omg i am unwell.
"To remember the past, when they laughed together. Idly chatting in the classroom, getting lectured by Yaga, walking shoulder-to-shoulder. What they were doing, what they wanted to do, what they wanted to make of themselves - as long as the two of them were together, none of that was ever in doubt. Days like that, long ago."– literally AHY GEGE? T_T if you want me to suffer js say that. they were truly the only two in their own world. they could have had it all. they were meant to be T_T. i love the way they love.
"This was the final confession of a man who could only choose to warp himself, who had erased himself in pursuit of his goals. The only person who could bear such a curse was Gojo Satoru.
Where did it go wrong?
And how could they start over again?
The answer was left in their far-away, far-away youth. And even considering everything that had happened until now, it was clear that this story was about to end."– IT HURTS. IT HURTS SO BAD T_T. ever after all this, gojo js wanted to start over. he js wanted his suguru back. he could and would and was willing to, wanted to forgive geto. he'd forget that geto ever k*lled. for him geto suguru never changed. he loved that man to death and beyond. he loved that man. why did they have to end like this?
"Geto Suguru. It was a named that the Jujutsu Tech organization feared: one of the four special grade sorcerers, who had killed over a hundred ordinary people, who had been named and exiled as the most evil curse use. But to Gojo Satoru, he was ——"
stabbing a knife would've hurt less T_T
what was this gege akutami ANSWER ME?!?
"my best friend did. the only one i'll ever have had." OUCH. FML. WHY did i even start jjk T_T.
"my six eyes tell me you're suguru geto, but my soul knows otherwise!"
and the way geto says "satoru", such warmth...its almost as if he's coddling him, saying his name so gently as if it's glass, and will shatter if he speaks to gojo harshly. lord they LOVED so hard i would throw up if I talked about them more T_T
nah im good. it's fine some stories are not for me and i don't engage w them so i expect people to do the same :D but yeah whatever. also, stsg is good bc there is no power imbalance (especially in their HS era) they became tragic bc gojo became the "strongest". i love a dynamic where there's no power imbalance of any sorts. they CHOOSE each other and the choice feels something predestined (like idk how to explain)– it feels natural almost? like gojo and geto don't really have to be s couple or anything, but the duo is so natural it js so happens. like who is there for gojo is not geto and vice versa. they were made to be. i like a good dynamic apart from the "romance" (if i could even call it that bc i dont KNOW what is going on b/w stsg but surely they're soulmates). same with orufrey, shiguang, nicewreck. that is not to say they arent codependent/toxic, but the toxicity arises from finding a mirror to yourself in them. like, you could never be them but in another life, another circumstances, maybe you would be them. it's like...idk....am electron and it's probability to be in either spin up or spin down. it can't be both, it can't be neither, and if there are two electrons one has to be spin up and the other spin down. they don't really "influence" each other to be spin up or spin down, neither do they inherently have a specific spin trait. but together, they make a configuration. it is happens to be that way. they js cannot meet or be in the same state. so close yet so far away.
lmao why did i add physics to it maybe bc i been studying quantum mechanics lately..

i miss them like crazy.