Yeah tbh I saw a comment warning about how coercive the ML is but I didn't expect such behaviour to apply to a majority of the story. I did manage to read the whole thing in the end but it was disgusting to read how the ML treats the MC (until the turning point which happens only near the end of the story). I get that the story covers complex personalities and there's a lot of history behind the ML's and MC's situation that results in a love-hate relationship.

I started reading this after seeing one or two comments and they said it's really good ! But hell to it ! Plot is okay, it was going good cuz mc was written well, but till I witnessed something awful!
Ml, punished mc by making him give him head for hours ! Why ? He already knows that baek guy and probably know that he assualted mc when he was just a kid !
And he got jealous of that !!! So he asked him to do it to him ?
It's sooooo disgusting! U got jealous of, someone who assaulted a kid ! And u wanted to recreate his trauma !