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Yashiro was repeatedly r*ped as a CHILD. Trauma tends to do stuff to you, and in his case he feels like he is completely worthless- like cattle waiting to be slaughtered. There are so many minute hints to this during this entire series. Trauma doesn't just magically disappear! Doumeki is literally the first person whose shown Yashiro normal, romantic love. The first time they did it Yashiro even had a flashback to his first time getting r*ped and tied up by his stepfather and he cried!!
In Yashiro's mind, he is not worthy of love. It is so deeply engraved into him.
I don't know but I feel disgusted more and more, the longer the chapters get.The uke, he can't be honest and at the same time he still wants affection. The seme seems to be still chasing him for a whole lot more chapters and I don't see any improvement, even if you say it is close to reality, I still doubt a person can still be as shameless as the uke, well no hate but sanity still speaks louder and that uke's heart must have been infarcted for some reason, bitch I regretted I read this shxt , Lon Laut Pr P Kwr