it's their first time. it feels realistic that it was awkward like that. also they're basically unprepared because the sex happened in a spur of the moment and they barely knew things about gay sex. look at them with their clothes still on, uke not facing the seme, uke not coming, and seme just doing whatever with his hips and unconciously neglecting the uke's pleasure (didn't even found his g-spot).
it's nice to have that kind of awkward scene one in a while in a bl. don't be too dissapointed. for sure they'll exploring more in the next chapters so you'll see those things you want in the future.
I think they both didn’t know what they were doing and the author wanted to show that
Yeah very realistic
For the build up that it was the smut was kinda shit... Js me? No? Anyone? Like thats it..? Didn't even look at each other? No romantic kissing or looking at each others eyes? Like I expected sm and didn't even get half of the expectation