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Hey friend thanks for sharing and asking for help! Life can feel so stifling sometimes especially when you’re already dealing with so much. I just want you to know the first step to change is realizing that something is wrong. Identifying what is making you hopeless, like a job like family like a person like finances, is leading you on a better path to figuring out what you need to do for yourself to get out of that situation. I don’t know what your going through, but I want to say you are worth it, put your confidence into yourself and believing you can do more with what circumstances you were given, and knowing that’s not what you deserve. That’s how I changed my life for the better. It’s tough, but I remember I’m worth the hassle and the work to be happy and live freely. Hope this helps

Yes! During uni/after graduation I really struggled to get an internship/job. I actually had a family member invent an internship for me at their work since I couldn’t find anything and wouldn’t be able to graduate without one. I was really discouraged and felt like I was hopeless and so far behind compared to my friends who were able to find stuff easily.

About 6 months after graduation I finally landed a job at a decent company. I felt really hopeless about my future but things were able to change and get better!

there's always hope for change in your future, but you have to make the change happen by yourself. i know i say it like it's easy but the only way for you to make it happen is to trust yourself. you're capable of doing great things, and if you continue to try you will succeed and finally see the light you wish for. the only thing to do is stay alive and try again and again until you do what you wanted to. ofc it's not easy but your friends will be here for you and support through this, so dont lose hope, you can do it

maybe let's try to slowly do things that you don't normally do just to break the cycle of doing the same thing, I think it's okay to feel helpless seeing no future for yourself is okay there's no expectations for yourself, just living and you seeking out for yourself is also a great change. So continue living and try to do new things. I know that it's easier said than done but hope u can still try. Thank you also for sharing this having courage is also a step ahead, you can also message me if you want someone to talk to.

Not fully changed no, but I have finally gotten good medical help for my depression.

All I can really say is try to be kind to yourself. Don't think too much about the past and not too far ahead in the future. If you need escape thru reading, do it. It's okay. When you have better days, do the things that need doing. Even doing just a small thing is enough. You are precious despite the hardships.

If you have close family members or friends, let them help. If you dont have that support, try reach out to someone. Anyone. You are not alone.