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I have no desire for the future, don’t want no friends no love no family no kids no dream job no plans idc yet I’m forced to do all life is a scam especially as a women I don’t see the point of living I don’t enjoy anything anymore I don’t wann live the age past 25
I found my people
I know want you mean, sometimes it feels like you are walking down a path that leads to a place you do not want to go. I know it feels like that is all you can do, as if others are try to make you fit the mold that they followed in life, it might not feel like there is anything good to come but sometimes you just have to remember you only get one chance to be here, don’t give that chance away, you will never get it back.
I have extreme body dysmorphia and think I will never be truly loved if I don’t look my best the worst trait of me that I deeply hate are my boobs since they were just growing they grew kinda saggy and it never changed I have b size with kinda saggy boobs and it’s just destroys my life and it made me so insecure since I got them I hate them soo much its literally holding me back from looking good it destroyed my whole body why couldn’t they have just been perky and I hate how I can’t change it ever and just have to accept it ???? I turned down so many relationships cause I thought if they were to see me naked they would be extremely turned off and feel disgusted and judge me for it im scared of any surgeries but I think that’s the only way I will ever feel pretty if not I will die alone it might sound dramatic but I tried my hardest always hiding my boobs as a teen and still it’s also due to trauma maybe I got touched and grabbed by my boobs as a kid by an old man and it made me super uncomfortable ever since anything that had to do with my breast :(
I’m so sorry you’re going through that :(( you are perfect the way you are, humans are so diverse and what you are insecure about someone else surely finds appealing. We are more critical on ourselves because that’s all we see 24/7 and that makes us pick apart the tiniest ‘flaws’. You should love yourself first before worrying about anyone else. Also, that is very normal anatomy, people usually wear push-up bras to seem perkier than they are but we are all human and it is normal. I hope you heal sis
I am so sorry you went through something so traumatic. I pray God instills peace into your heart, and heals your scars.
Self love is a journey which is different for everyone. You may not understand the emotions you feel currently, but God will make a way in which where you will find purpose in loving yourself.
I'm literally sobbing for you.
U all this is so peak do u all irl think their could rlly men be out there letting themselves get pounded and treated like that ? I doubt it
Oh there are trust me
yes there’s man who wants me to do all that too him physically at least (⊙…⊙ )
Oh sweet summer child... They're out there but they're not as genuine and sweet as ML usually lol Most guys I've known who are into pegging are so still so selfish
I knew one but they usually just gay and and not actually into women I meant completely straight guys
U lucky girl tell me ur secrets
Oh trust me the guys I'm talking about are usually straight. That's why they're still selfish fucks lol One dude was straight af and literally all he wanted was ass play for himself, to the point it was also the only way he'd masturbate. But he had issues lol reality is never as good.
omgg I’ve heard of some men like this
he slid into my dms LOLL and I just so happened to also like what he likes (⊙…⊙ )
Very truewe have to take pegging away from some of these people