"If u are that worried just go" "okey" later he is already on his way "but is it really ok...

"If u are that worried just go" "okey" later he is already on his way "but is it really okey for me to go" NO? WHY WOULD IT BEEEE? YALL HAVEN'T TALKED SINCE U INTRODUCED YOUR BOYFRIEND? AND BEFORE THAT U KISSED HIM OUT OF NOWHERE AND YALL LOST CONTACT CUZ HE DOES NOT LIKE U LITERALLY YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO W HIM WHY DO YOU THINK ITS OKEY FOR YOU TO GOO??? omg someone said the novel is better but even if the manhwa is pretty its just straight up bullshit that makes no sense and its just all the pathetic thoughts of the delusional mc.. alr i will stop reading for the plot cuz thats clearly not going great im just here for the smut now lol. And you can not tell me that oh but the ml was clearly jelous once and/or but he treats him that way he just doesn't know he has feelings yet shit. No. The portraying in the manhwa makes it seem like its all just mc in his delusions where they hardly meet and talk w ml and even if u feel ml is attracted to him its like the lowest attraction ever. If you see it differently you just been reading it w closed eyes and im not talking about the whole manhwa yet cuz im only at ch 13 but this is bullshit im tellin u