i really want to get into garams mind. what is holding u back from blowing up on heejae? he grits his teeth but only the breath of lotus flowers comes out. is he still trying to convince himself that knowing heejae’s music means knowing his love? is he trying to break the cycle of becoming the “abuser,” becoming the angry one like all those who bear the scar? even compton knows that what needs to be said has to be said. even compton knows how to apologize. garam, what does heejae look like to you? finally, that wound that has been stitched up with literal hopes and prayers is snapping and i am so excited and scared to see garam snap as well. out of all the conflicts that they’ve had, this one will probably hurt the most but it will dictate whether heejae will in fact go against his nature or choose to love the way he wants to love. i wonder tho, if heejae chooses garam over his nature, is that a metaphor of him stepping down from his pedestal of a musical god? how will his approach to his practice change? im so fucking curious omg.
i really want to get into garams mind. what is holding u back from blowing up on heejae? he grits his teeth but only the breath of lotus flowers comes out. is he still trying to convince himself that knowing heejae’s music means knowing his love? is he trying to break the cycle of becoming the “abuser,” becoming the angry one like all those who bear the scar? even compton knows that what needs to be said has to be said. even compton knows how to apologize. garam, what does heejae look like to you? finally, that wound that has been stitched up with literal hopes and prayers is snapping and i am so excited and scared to see garam snap as well. out of all the conflicts that they’ve had, this one will probably hurt the most but it will dictate whether heejae will in fact go against his nature or choose to love the way he wants to love. i wonder tho, if heejae chooses garam over his nature, is that a metaphor of him stepping down from his pedestal of a musical god? how will his approach to his practice change? im so fucking curious omg.