idk if i will sound crazy and im not jealous of anything...but i know i will never experience or have what satoru and suguru had. for many diff reasons. things wer high stakes for them in jjk universe, and it was truly one of a kind relationship and soulmatism. to js have ONE person who truly gets u on such a deep level u lwk feel scared bc they're like a mirror to u and u can never lie to them (on their faces or even behind them) bc the lie ultimately reflects back to u. it's like seeing urself thru them and idk...it almost feels like seeing god. thats how stsg feel like to me. yes they're doomed and have such sad ending but to me that's beautiful. them ending up dead and meeting in afterlife and reuniting, feels like coming to a full circle. it feels so....idk even how to explain. they make me FEEL things, FEEL love. and for the first time i get how it would feel like to drown in adoration and js the feeling of being understood, to almost get nauseous by how u realise you'll never be able to be happy and YET still being courageous enough to borrow time from the date and destiny. to spend the limited moments of ur life w them, even if it's 1 second worth, and no matter how terrible the ending would be and despite knowing how you'll end up on diff ways, and still choosing them. for there's no other choice. you're them and they're you. what's the difference? to be so ingrained in each other's lives they leave an imprint on your soul. it's like seeing urself thru a 5th dimension, "in another life, in another time, I'll still find you and love you through it all". to love them so much you BECOME them. to love them so much you end up on the other side of them. love indescribable by words. u have to feel it. I believe in soulmates. to be ONE. each other's one and only. it's tragic and painful, but i dont think they'll ever choose anything over that at all. if given a choice, they would have chosen the same thing. not meeting them at all is not a choice. they will meet. that's the tragedy.
i have no story like that bc k like my gays dommed (i know i like pain ) so i rot for them but nah man i dont wanna live that
It was "daytime star" for me ╥﹏╥
I usually don't feel anything reading romance manhwa, maybe only butterflies in my stomach, but this one made me actually jealous , I also really related to the FL on a deep personal level
D o you guys have stories that were SO good they actually made you jealous and sad because you know something like that will probably never happen to you IRL? T0T
I’ll go first.
I remember reading “I Stole the Male Lead’s First Night” back in high school and LORDDDD I felt such a strong similarity with the FL and the way she thought and made decisions. Like, girl, if I were in your situation, I’d literally do the same thing LOL. I think that was probably what made me so connected and obsessed with the story back then.
BUTTT somewhere midway, when the ML and FL were both so hopelessly in love, I started getting genuinely jealous TT. Like… why can’t I meet someone like the ML??? Where is MY man??? TOT
I got so jealous and emotionally devastated that I literally had to drop this GOOD story for the sake of my mental health TT (jk… kinda)
Anyway, I’d love to hear yours!! What stories made you think, “This is so good… I’m happy for them… but also I’m incredibly jealous and this is hurting me personally”? (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
ps. Till now, just got my degree (literally just graduated lol), I still havent picked up the story. Im still fuming with jealousy (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ lmao