Just wanted to satisfy my brain. Special: Chapter 60.5 reveals a lot of things and answers some questions like who did Eugene bring into his hotel room, sexualities of some characters, more info on psychopathy of ML, who the man at end of CH 60 is, etc.
CH 25: Kang Mu/ Moo (ML) fingers Joohyuk (the guy who liked ML)
CH 37: Kang Moo’s past about stopping sex some years ago, unable to reach mental climax (I wonder how that feels?) and momentary pleasure. His first sex in a while was with Lee Kirin (MC) at beginning, the imitation of club.
CH 41: Kirin says he isn’t sure about his feelings/needs time to self, and Kang Moo is angry. Is this because he doesn’t have full control of Kirin? I don’t believe he loves Kirin yet.
CH 42: Kang Moo is still pissed off, and wonders what’s great about Kirin? He used to have dead bodies on his mind mostly, till Kirin. He said that the first sex with Kirin almost replaced his desire to kill. Then denies.
CH 43: Detective Nam says (to Kang Moo) he wouldn’t charge Kirin with complicity if he testified against Kang Moo. Kang meets with Kirin in vehicle, is pissed off after remembering what Nam said. Kirin knows Kang doesn’t trust him because Kirin isn’t someone without a conscience. Kang asks Kirin if he regrets sleeping with him? Kirin denies and that he would do it again if he were to go back in time.
CH 45: Kang Moo threatens Detective Nam. And that he wouldn’t kill Nam yet since he can’t let Kirin go/run away.
CH 47: Kang Moo has sex with Kirin. I wonder why Kang Moo looked at the sperm? Then went for a second round. I have an idea why but unsure. And it’s interesting how Kirin feels less manly as the bottom.
CH 48: Kirin asks Kang Moo if he actually worries for him, Kang Moo asks what he thinks? Kirin is a bit upset and grips Kang Moo’s hair a bit, then pushed his head down in an affectionate matter: “I guess I’m the fool for expecting more.” - Kang Moo looks a bit surprised.
CH 49: Pervert 2nd Psycho guy (Forensic/Crime Psychologist/Eugene Kwon) tries to kiss Kang Moo, hand on back of Kang’s neck (same as Kirin’s hand placement in ch 48). Kang Moo swats it off and shoved him away. Eugene says he has proof of Kang being a murderer.
CH 50: Kang Moo looks in mirror and does the same hand placement on his own neck, flashback to Eugene placing a hand on his neck, then Kang goes: “Ha!” But then his face goes dull— What does this mean? I feel like it relates with Kirin doing it first, or maybe Kang just thought he could use Eugene’s favor ability of him to an advantage? Because Kirin implied he wanted more while doing the hand placement on Kang. Reaching a bit. Kang Moo wonders why Detective Nam/Eugene (everyone) thinks Kirin is his weakness? Also the “You (referring to Kang) were shaken, I was anxious. Or is it the other way around?” — Is that from Kirin’s perspecfive then?
CH 51: Kirin wonders if Kang Moo would be able to handle life of incarceration? Probably might kill himself. Kirin also wonders if Kang would care if he (himself) took responsibility for the crimes? Eugene sends Kang a text, asking if he wanted to see the expression on Kirin’s face when it’s revealed Eugene has evidence of Kang’s crime. Kirin looks affected by it. Eugene is also peeking into Kang’s apartment from afar with binoculars. Kang confronts Kirin for not telling him about meeting with Eugene, if Kirin is scared that he would kill Eugene. If Kang did kill Eugene, would Kirin still do as he says? Kang challenges Kirin’s ‘back in time’ line (ch 43), “Am I part of the reason, or just for your sister?”
“Had I tried to stop him, would things have turned out differently?” Kirin says. I wonder what he means? Stop Kang from what?
CH 52: Kirin calls and texts Kang Moo who is ghosting him. Kang Moo tapped his nape (the hand placement thing) while asking Eugene if he planned to fabricate evidence? What does that mean? I am slow. My brain is fried. Eugene says he could be a better partner than Kirin, and Kang wouldn’t need to suppress his true nature. Oh my god, this Eugene has to go! He is irritating. The two go to a room, yuck. Eugene makes offers to Kang. He says to Kang that Kirin couldn’t possibly make Kang feel more better with sex than the thrill of murder. Kang laughs a bit. Flashback to when Kang killed someone with a plastic bag. Kang says it was the first time he experienced a true orgasm, and if he could experience that again…then, he lets Eugene kiss him.
CH 53: Doesn’t show if Kang had sex with the guy or not. Kirin’s tracker and phone is dead, Kang goes and finds Kirin who was also searching for his things. Kirin said he wanted to see Kang after he was done with whatever, and asks if Kang was worried about him? Kang admits and concludes that Kirin is different from others, but not sure how or why. He doesn’t really like that, and wants to cut off Kirin.
CH 54: Kirin thought he should've given Kang a clear answer on whether he’d stay by Kang’s side if he committed another murder. That he should have oust aside his own project and go see Kang. LMAO Kang is so petty, he avoided the kiss from Kirin and crossed his arms. Kang wants Kirin to suck his cock cause he wants to test if Kirin is willing to ‘emasculate’ himself for Kang. Kirin actually did it, and Kang stopped him, said that he won’t let Kirin have his way with him anymore (???). Alright bro.
CH 55: Kirin tracks down Kang at a hotel, Kang comes out with Eugene. Kirin is upset and Kang says it is over between them. That he doesn’t have an interest in Kirin anymore. The two leave and drive off. Eugene said he hopes Kirin isn’t crying anymore (fat eye roll). They have a plan together. Kirin cried and is surprised by his own tears. His monologue says that Kang officially broke up with him — when did they get together? Never said it. I think it means any connection is off between them, not explicitly romance. A vehicle pulls up to Kirin and asks him to get in. Guards Kang set are no longer in session.
CH 56: The group of people, investigators I assume and hired by Mrs Hong (Joohyuk’s mother), ask Kirin to testify against Kang, confess the crimes Kang did. And that Kirin shouldn’t hold back since Kang isn’t tailing him anymore, meaning “you were dumped” — this line confirms that the “officially broke up” means any connections were absolved, not that they had an established romance. Kirin realized somewhat that it makes sense for Kang to not have trust in him. Right now, Kirin has all the power to confess crimes Kang committed. The four eyed investigator (Mr Jang) grips Kirin’s hair and threatens him to release a statement, and that Kang would kill Kirin. Kirin says that Kang can kill him. That is hot! And then Kang arrives. Of course. He threatens four eyes and the rest. Beating too.
CH 57: I really love how Kirin doesn’t assume Kang was there for him. He wonders if Kang really wanted to kill him like Mr. jang (four eyes) stated. Kirin asks Kang to stay for sex since hotel is paid for, why waste it? Kang declines at first but accepts, sitting on bed haughtily. Sex is rough and nothing but pain, the first since the beginning/imitation of club. Kirin lovingly looks up at Kang (lol), and Kang looks away, zips up. The two go in vehicle, Kirin asks Kang if he’s going to meet with Eugene? Before any answer, a semi truck hits and they drive off road.
CH 58: thank god Kirin doubted that Kang was there for him, my brain is bamboozled. All of this, including getting the four eyed (from Mrs. Hong’s team) involved was Eugene’s plan, and making it seem like Kang rescued Kirin. Knowing Mrs. Hong’s men will come after Kang, the truck incident is staged to make it look like Kang died in crash. In the process, Kirin will die while Kang survives and is free of Kirin + Mrs Hong—that is Eugene’s plan. After driving off the road, Kang is bleeding a bit from head and “passed out”. Kirin is injured in leg and sees the person, tries to stop them from going near Kang. He passes out. The person is Eugene. Kang is awake. But Kang has his own plan, and kills Eugene. He says he has now eliminated both Kirin and Eugene.
CH 59: Bruh twist after twist. Eugene was still working for the cops, not actually willing to be Kang’s partner. Eugene knew Kang would attempt Kirin’s life and pretend to go along with his plan. Kang attacks his leg and begins to strip his clothes, to which Eugene refuses. “Why not? I thought you wanted to, are you scared now that you’re really about to do it? I’m curious. The guy you called to your hotel room last time, did you even have sex with him? Of course you didn’t.”
Is Kang referring to himself in 3rd perspecfive since he knows the detectives are listening, or about another killer Eugene had ‘engaged’ with? Besides that, this confirms to me that Eugene and Kang never really slept together. Maybe not. Kang said Detective Nam won’t come to help, he has already been taken care of. Kang dislocates Eugene’s wrist and says how sick he was when Eugene peeked into his place (CH 51). Kang calls Detective Nam to come pick up Eugene. Eugene is shocked he was wrong, he thought Kang really wanted Kirin dead. Kang said he accepts the relationship as it is YEAHH, with Kirin controlling him. Good! Good!
CH 60: Detective Nam said Eugene is wrong, and revealed that Kang knew about Eugene’s whole sting operation plan. More reveal of how Kang managed to get Detective Nam on his side for this operation. Kirin tells Kang that he won’t support whatever Kang does, but he wouldn’t leave Kang. Kang laughs, and says Kirin wins—“you probably won over a long time ago.”
“How will vulnerability (Kirin) change the beast (Kang)?”
This was so good. I thought Eugene would die, but never mind, everything revealed makes me stunned. Author is good at writing for sure. I would write more summaries but I’m busy with college, so this is it. But I will put my favorite chapters and any resolutions here in future.
Just wanted to satisfy my brain.
Special: Chapter 60.5 reveals a lot of things and answers some questions like who did Eugene bring into his hotel room, sexualities of some characters, more info on psychopathy of ML, who the man at end of CH 60 is, etc.
CH 25: Kang Mu/ Moo (ML) fingers Joohyuk (the guy who liked ML)
CH 37: Kang Moo’s past about stopping sex some years ago, unable to reach mental climax (I wonder how that feels?) and momentary pleasure. His first sex in a while was with Lee Kirin (MC) at beginning, the imitation of club.
CH 41: Kirin says he isn’t sure about his feelings/needs time to self, and Kang Moo is angry. Is this because he doesn’t have full control of Kirin? I don’t believe he loves Kirin yet.
CH 42: Kang Moo is still pissed off, and wonders what’s great about Kirin? He used to have dead bodies on his mind mostly, till Kirin. He said that the first sex with Kirin almost replaced his desire to kill. Then denies.
CH 43: Detective Nam says (to Kang Moo) he wouldn’t charge Kirin with complicity if he testified against Kang Moo. Kang meets with Kirin in vehicle, is pissed off after remembering what Nam said. Kirin knows Kang doesn’t trust him because Kirin isn’t someone without a conscience. Kang asks Kirin if he regrets sleeping with him? Kirin denies and that he would do it again if he were to go back in time.
CH 45: Kang Moo threatens Detective Nam. And that he wouldn’t kill Nam yet since he can’t let Kirin go/run away.
CH 47: Kang Moo has sex with Kirin. I wonder why Kang Moo looked at the sperm? Then went for a second round. I have an idea why but unsure. And it’s interesting how Kirin feels less manly as the bottom.
CH 48: Kirin asks Kang Moo if he actually worries for him, Kang Moo asks what he thinks? Kirin is a bit upset and grips Kang Moo’s hair a bit, then pushed his head down in an affectionate matter: “I guess I’m the fool for expecting more.” - Kang Moo looks a bit surprised.
CH 49: Pervert 2nd Psycho guy (Forensic/Crime Psychologist/Eugene Kwon) tries to kiss Kang Moo, hand on back of Kang’s neck (same as Kirin’s hand placement in ch 48). Kang Moo swats it off and shoved him away. Eugene says he has proof of Kang being a murderer.
CH 50: Kang Moo looks in mirror and does the same hand placement on his own neck, flashback to Eugene placing a hand on his neck, then Kang goes: “Ha!” But then his face goes dull— What does this mean? I feel like it relates with Kirin doing it first, or maybe Kang just thought he could use Eugene’s favor ability of him to an advantage? Because Kirin implied he wanted more while doing the hand placement on Kang. Reaching a bit. Kang Moo wonders why Detective Nam/Eugene (everyone) thinks Kirin is his weakness? Also the “You (referring to Kang) were shaken, I was anxious. Or is it the other way around?” — Is that from Kirin’s perspecfive then?
CH 51: Kirin wonders if Kang Moo would be able to handle life of incarceration? Probably might kill himself. Kirin also wonders if Kang would care if he (himself) took responsibility for the crimes? Eugene sends Kang a text, asking if he wanted to see the expression on Kirin’s face when it’s revealed Eugene has evidence of Kang’s crime. Kirin looks affected by it.
Eugene is also peeking into Kang’s apartment from afar with binoculars. Kang confronts Kirin for not telling him about meeting with Eugene, if Kirin is scared that he would kill Eugene. If Kang did kill Eugene, would Kirin still do as he says? Kang challenges Kirin’s ‘back in time’ line (ch 43), “Am I part of the reason, or just for your sister?”
“Had I tried to stop him, would things have turned out differently?” Kirin says. I wonder what he means? Stop Kang from what?
CH 52: Kirin calls and texts Kang Moo who is ghosting him. Kang Moo tapped his nape (the hand placement thing) while asking Eugene if he planned to fabricate evidence? What does that mean? I am slow. My brain is fried. Eugene says he could be a better partner than Kirin, and Kang wouldn’t need to suppress his true nature. Oh my god, this Eugene has to go! He is irritating. The two go to a room, yuck. Eugene makes offers to Kang. He says to Kang that Kirin couldn’t possibly make Kang feel more better with sex than the thrill of murder. Kang laughs a bit. Flashback to when Kang killed someone with a plastic bag. Kang says it was the first time he experienced a true orgasm, and if he could experience that again…then, he lets Eugene kiss him.
CH 53: Doesn’t show if Kang had sex with the guy or not. Kirin’s tracker and phone is dead, Kang goes and finds Kirin who was also searching for his things. Kirin said he wanted to see Kang after he was done with whatever, and asks if Kang was worried about him? Kang admits and concludes that Kirin is different from others, but not sure how or why. He doesn’t really like that, and wants to cut off Kirin.
CH 54: Kirin thought he should've given Kang a clear answer on whether he’d stay by Kang’s side if he committed another murder. That he should have oust aside his own project and go see Kang. LMAO Kang is so petty, he avoided the kiss from Kirin and crossed his arms. Kang wants Kirin to suck his cock cause he wants to test if Kirin is willing to ‘emasculate’ himself for Kang. Kirin actually did it, and Kang stopped him, said that he won’t let Kirin have his way with him anymore (???). Alright bro.
CH 55: Kirin tracks down Kang at a hotel, Kang comes out with Eugene. Kirin is upset and Kang says it is over between them. That he doesn’t have an interest in Kirin anymore. The two leave and drive off. Eugene said he hopes Kirin isn’t crying anymore (fat eye roll). They have a plan together. Kirin cried and is surprised by his own tears. His monologue says that Kang officially broke up with him — when did they get together? Never said it. I think it means any connection is off between them, not explicitly romance. A vehicle pulls up to Kirin and asks him to get in. Guards Kang set are no longer in session.
CH 56: The group of people, investigators I assume and hired by Mrs Hong (Joohyuk’s mother), ask Kirin to testify against Kang, confess the crimes Kang did. And that Kirin shouldn’t hold back since Kang isn’t tailing him anymore, meaning “you were dumped” — this line confirms that the “officially broke up” means any connections were absolved, not that they had an established romance. Kirin realized somewhat that it makes sense for Kang to not have trust in him. Right now, Kirin has all the power to confess crimes Kang committed. The four eyed investigator (Mr Jang) grips Kirin’s hair and threatens him to release a statement, and that Kang would kill Kirin. Kirin says that Kang can kill him. That is hot! And then Kang arrives. Of course. He threatens four eyes and the rest. Beating too.
CH 57: I really love how Kirin doesn’t assume Kang was there for him.
He wonders if Kang really wanted to kill him like Mr. jang (four eyes) stated.
Kirin asks Kang to stay for sex since hotel is paid for, why waste it? Kang declines at first but accepts, sitting on bed haughtily. Sex is rough and nothing but pain, the first since the beginning/imitation of club. Kirin lovingly looks up at Kang (lol), and Kang looks away, zips up. The two go in vehicle, Kirin asks Kang if he’s going to meet with Eugene? Before any answer, a semi truck hits and they drive off road.
CH 58: thank god Kirin doubted that Kang was there for him, my brain is bamboozled. All of this, including getting the four eyed (from Mrs. Hong’s team) involved was Eugene’s plan, and making it seem like Kang rescued Kirin. Knowing Mrs. Hong’s men will come after Kang, the truck incident is staged to make it look like Kang died in crash. In the process, Kirin will die while Kang survives and is free of Kirin + Mrs Hong—that is Eugene’s plan. After driving off the road, Kang is bleeding a bit from head and “passed out”. Kirin is injured in leg and sees the person, tries to stop them from going near Kang. He passes out. The person is Eugene. Kang is awake. But Kang has his own plan, and kills Eugene. He says he has now eliminated both Kirin and
Eugene.
CH 59: Bruh twist after twist. Eugene was still working for the cops, not actually willing to be Kang’s partner. Eugene knew Kang would attempt Kirin’s life and pretend to go along with his plan. Kang attacks his leg and begins to strip his clothes, to which Eugene refuses. “Why not? I thought you wanted to, are you scared now that you’re really about to do it? I’m curious. The guy you called to your hotel room last time, did you even have sex with him? Of course you didn’t.”
Is Kang referring to himself in 3rd perspecfive since he knows the detectives are listening, or about another killer Eugene had ‘engaged’ with? Besides that, this confirms to me that Eugene and Kang never really slept together. Maybe not. Kang said Detective Nam won’t come to help, he has already been taken care of. Kang dislocates Eugene’s wrist and says how sick he was when Eugene peeked into his place (CH 51). Kang calls Detective Nam to come pick up Eugene. Eugene is shocked he was wrong, he thought Kang really wanted Kirin dead. Kang said he accepts the relationship as it is YEAHH, with Kirin controlling him. Good! Good!
CH 60: Detective Nam said Eugene is wrong, and revealed that Kang knew about Eugene’s whole sting operation plan. More reveal of how Kang managed to get Detective Nam on his side for this operation. Kirin tells Kang that he won’t support whatever Kang does, but he wouldn’t leave Kang. Kang laughs, and says Kirin wins—“you probably won over a long time ago.”
“How will vulnerability (Kirin) change the beast (Kang)?”
This was so good. I thought Eugene would die, but never mind, everything revealed makes me stunned. Author is good at writing for sure. I would write more summaries but I’m busy with college, so this is it. But I will put my favorite chapters and any resolutions here in future.