I can’t understand how you could be more mad at sihyun than mr public image over there… like they both infuriate me almost equally, but I fear that while sihyun has huge issues on his own, at least two thirds would probably have been like untouched mines if he hadn’t fallen in love with a man who regularly crafts elaborate lies about his identity based upon social pressure or convenience… to the point where he forgets.. and then assumes that sihyun knows the truth already without ever directly telling him anything. sihyuns problems are the fact that his self esteem is so far in the pits that he actively ignores signs, (though thats kinda understandable considering how long theyve been doing ts) and because he thinks he has to adhere to everything to keep his spot, he’s not ever going to question him, or properly communicate anything… but just listen to where we are rn… we have a guy who thinks theyre in a mutual happy relationship, and is trying to propose… while his supposed love and prospective fiancé thinks he’s being used as a placeholder for someone who he doesn’t know was never competition in the slightest..
They stress me out so much bro

Omgomgomgomgomgogmoggm no works can describe how much I hate SIHYUN OMFG MISUNDERSTOOD MY ASS . KILLHIMKILLHIMKILLHIMKILLHIMMMM