https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lionhearts/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/perfect_propose/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nakanu_hotaru_wa_ao_ni_kogareru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/we_won_t_call_it_love/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ao_to_midori/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/can_t_sing_a_love_song/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/usagi_no_mori/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/omae_no_hou_kara_kiss_shitekure_yo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/old_fashioned_cupcake/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haru_to_natsu_to_nacchan_to_aki_to_fuyu_to_boku/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/first_of_summers/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/guang_xiang/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kanata_no_kimi_no_te/
also recommend Asterism !! peak manhua !
but don’t read can’t think straight — rape and the top is homophobic, he doesn’t have internalized homophobia at all.

anybody have any bl recs where the uke has internalized homophobia? Idm if its like an alphaxalpha siory either and its an allegory to it instead of direct