anybody have any bl recs where the uke has internalized homophobia? Idm if its like an alphaxalpha siory either and its an allegory to it instead of direct
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lionhearts/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/perfect_propose/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nakanu_hotaru_wa_ao_ni_kogareru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/we_won_t_call_it_love/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ao_to_midori/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/can_t_sing_a_love_song/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/usagi_no_mori/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/omae_no_hou_kara_kiss_shitekure_yo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/old_fashioned_cupcake/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haru_to_natsu_to_nacchan_to_aki_to_fuyu_to_boku/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/first_of_summers/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/guang_xiang/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kanata_no_kimi_no_te/
also recommend Asterism !! peak manhua !
but don’t read can’t think straight — rape and the top is homophobic, he doesn’t have internalized homophobia at all.
Is the odd love manhwa not on this platform? Or am I just remembering the name wrong? It was about this rude ceo (uke) and an actor turned director (seme) that he slept with 5 years prior to the events in the story. The uke was previously a seme but after sleeping with the seme, he wasn’t able to be satisfied anymore but he didn’t realize the reason because he wasn’t sober when he slept with the seme. They’re a super weird and twisted couple
can’t believe this mf name is youngho.