In my earlier comment, I stated that Sunwon sort of lost control of his upper hand and letting Vercion take advantage of him and all. I still stand by it. But after reading the beckstory of Sunwon, everything clicks. In my earlier comment, I assumed Sunwon experienced abuse and stuck in abusive relation from his ex and that sort of explained his hyperactiveness as his coping mechanism. What this made clear is the fact that his abuse goes wayyyy back. He comes from broken home, got verbal and physical abuse daily, later on got SA'ed daily, there's no one to help him to guide him. People took advantage of him, his ex abused him daily and blamed him for getting assaulted by his stepdad and all. In short, he was always stuck in a relationship where he was always powerless, defenseless and getting advantaged of his body and his mind and there's no one to help him or guide him.
He's been using sex AS a coping mechanism, always favoring one night stands as it allows him to somewhat keep power as it allows him to sleep with someone without getting tied down and also to process his pain or rather forget about it and when he got transported into that world, him being in a situation where he's now powerful made him feel secure enough that no one would trample on him, but the past history kept haunting him so much that he sought to sleep with someone. He never experienced love, compassion and warmth and carries trauma.
As I noted eaelier, Sunwon coaxed Alvis during when both of them got together, or more accurately, Alvis tried to dominate him and Sunwon sort of seduced him. He did the same with the one night hookup guy too. He didnt speak dirty because he felt like it, but rather did so so that he'll be able to temper down those guys so that he wont get hurt. And when Vercion took advantage of him, he bore the pain because now his position and reputation is on the line and in the world where he knows no one, his position as god's visage is the only thing providing security and if that is gone, he'll be killed or worse, he'll go through something like he did in his original world, just way worse. There are already some people who already know about his oddities and it wont take much for them to act on their desires and Sunwon is stuck in a situation where he cant possibly seek out help and its really sad and heartbreaking
For now, Alvis seems to be ally for Sunwon and he would help and protect him, but after seeing all of this, I dont want Sunwon to get paired up with anyone. Rather I prefer that he get his salvation and become free from men who desires to control him and gets his pain addressed. He's someone who's trapped in a trauma unable to set himself free but still is pushing through everyday
In my earlier comment, I stated that Sunwon sort of lost control of his upper hand and letting Vercion take advantage of him and all. I still stand by it. But after reading the beckstory of Sunwon, everything clicks. In my earlier comment, I assumed Sunwon experienced abuse and stuck in abusive relation from his ex and that sort of explained his hyperactiveness as his coping mechanism. What this made clear is the fact that his abuse goes wayyyy back. He comes from broken home, got verbal and physical abuse daily, later on got SA'ed daily, there's no one to help him to guide him. People took advantage of him, his ex abused him daily and blamed him for getting assaulted by his stepdad and all. In short, he was always stuck in a relationship where he was always powerless, defenseless and getting advantaged of his body and his mind and there's no one to help him or guide him.
He's been using sex AS a coping mechanism, always favoring one night stands as it allows him to somewhat keep power as it allows him to sleep with someone without getting tied down and also to process his pain or rather forget about it and when he got transported into that world, him being in a situation where he's now powerful made him feel secure enough that no one would trample on him, but the past history kept haunting him so much that he sought to sleep with someone. He never experienced love, compassion and warmth and carries trauma.
As I noted eaelier, Sunwon coaxed Alvis during when both of them got together, or more accurately, Alvis tried to dominate him and Sunwon sort of seduced him. He did the same with the one night hookup guy too. He didnt speak dirty because he felt like it, but rather did so so that he'll be able to temper down those guys so that he wont get hurt. And when Vercion took advantage of him, he bore the pain because now his position and reputation is on the line and in the world where he knows no one, his position as god's visage is the only thing providing security and if that is gone, he'll be killed or worse, he'll go through something like he did in his original world, just way worse. There are already some people who already know about his oddities and it wont take much for them to act on their desires and Sunwon is stuck in a situation where he cant possibly seek out help and its really sad and heartbreaking
For now, Alvis seems to be ally for Sunwon and he would help and protect him, but after seeing all of this, I dont want Sunwon to get paired up with anyone. Rather I prefer that he get his salvation and become free from men who desires to control him and gets his pain addressed. He's someone who's trapped in a trauma unable to set himself free but still is pushing through everyday