Yesss Mok has punished himself a lot and apologized countless times let's not forget Nanjo beat him black and blue and he hasn't even said sorry BTW. Not that Nanjo wasn't justified for doing that because he was don't get me wrong. Yes I also reread all the chapters recently and I loved Mok's backstory and desperation, as sad as it was, because you can finally understand him and how he operates. I love him (and Nanjo too) so much and I want to see them happy together shgjglh I can't wait

OH THANK GOD!!!!!
I was worried it was going to be a fake-out and our boy was going to suffer even more!
I mean yeah, he deserved to be punished for what he did, but fuck if he hasn't punished HIMSELF even more than Nanjo ever did...
(Also, has anyone else re-read the last 5 or so chapters like a million times? The angst was executed so beautifully it made me cry, so even though re-reading it hurts, I can't help it.)