Yeah I have my 12 years of readings lol
If u want something dark and fucked i will give you my list here check them out here they would be of your liking!! -
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1381384/
You want me to be honest I will give you best depraved one -
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/non_zero_sum/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bad_life/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/into_the_rose_garden/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/corrosive/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/indomitable_champion_english/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ashtray/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/heartless_love_song/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_became_a_slave_to_the_man_i_abandoned_nebul/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_x_daddy/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ai_o_kou_kemono/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dogma_akabeko/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/no_return_after_use/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/little_bit_psycho/

size difference and age gap yaoi recs where the uke is smaller and younger. preferably with power imbalance or corruption themes