Here’s the link to the novel on a different site
https://readhive.org/series/194308/
Thank you so much !!! Since this manga got posted here I’ve been wanting to read the novel but the CM website hasn’t ever worked for me for this novel specifically (I thought they had it taken down even). Do you know if the translation on this l1nk you gave us is the same from CM? And I saw some chapters are locked for premium access , but do they eventually get released with time ?

I wish the novel is still accessible… it was sooo well written. Though I don’t support this trope, but their dynamic is just so good. The gaslighting, the yearning, the obsession… man I regret not reading it full when it’s was available. My fav part was the modern au.