one more thing, I don’t think So-I ever truly understood Sol
You can see in some of the instances where they get awkward but made up because they are best friends and so on
But Sol depends on A-Yeon because they are similar in some way. They both are having family issues. A-Yeon is attentive and notices little things which brings comfort to Sol
Sol definitely likes A-Yeon!!!
Btw I want an evil lesbian for myself too yk just for the sake of torturing myself
I feel like So-I takes comfort in being stagnant, so when she gets flashbacks from the past, she shuts down and doesn't think about anything else in the beginning and middle of the comic. Now at chapter 98, she's doubting herself for acting like this. I get a slight inkling that she uses her negative mindspace to create art, so she feels slightly hesistant to change her mindset, along with her fear of A-yeon. But the thing is, A-yeon has changed to just wanting Sol, not caring about hurting So-I anymore. So-I needs to have other people for support and quit depending on people like Sol who wants everyone to get along. Sol should be more honest about herself and what she feels, not just being a people-pleaser towards everyone.
Bro this is so good im crying!!!! I should be studying now but I just binge read it
I understand all of their characters and it’s so heartbreaking. So-I is such a sensitive soul and it also a curse to herself while Sol is such a pure light, she’s also slowly losing that light while A-Yeon is an evil lesbian, she’s also genuinely want to change for Sol and just want simple things from her
I do understand why A-Yeon said what she said to So-I in the rooftop. Sol was like a savior to So-I, so So-I becomes too dependent on her and because Sol was such a nice person she ended up putting her feelings behind too instead of telling all the dilemma feelings she has.
But at the end of the day, all of these characters are flawed and most importantly they are high school kids like literally babies 18-19 years old