Responses
I don't think author did a good job with chapter 5. When the dad was licking his penis ,which was erected by the way and it's not possible for a child, he was reacting to it almost like enjoying. Look up boy meets maria there is csa scene and it's pretty graphic but it didn't felt sexualized at all.
Oh, well for me it didn't look like he enjoyed it
I was worried i was starting to emphasize with the guys for a while. That ending snapped me back to reality.
Now for chp 5, i think it was a bit reasonable. We are able to see it for what it is, disgusting and vile.
Of course it's gross. But it's good that it's portrayed gross, yk? The kid never liked it. He wasn't enjoying it like those shota mangas. He hates it.
The reality of his crime is a stark contrast to how the seme emotionally manipulates us, readers, into dumbing down his actions as a "trauma response". Bro never needed to that. It was all him.
So the author is intentionally showing to us how bad it is and how he needs to fucking die and go to jail. The author doesn't want u pity him. It's just a different perspective, even if it's the wrong one.
Well that's my take.