There not much I can say to give you comfort and I can't lie everything is going to be just fine and nothing bad will happen but please don't give up. You are loved and you will find people that appreciate you and your company but you have to remember to also put effort in getting to know others
The way others treat you does not define the way you should see yourself.
Give up on people not yourself my love.
As long as you seek validation externally you'll always be drained.
You have to be full of life by yourself sometimes.
It'll get better you just need to find yourself
This is the way to go anyway :] just keep your peace
Haha I really have been trying my hardest. I practice conversation topics, study peoples interests, force myself to smile happily while they prod at my boundaries. I’m just so tired. I just want to be happy. But theres nothing
How can I care about someone nobody cares about? I’m disgusting, so theres no point in caring about it.
I’m a coward, so i’m not considering killing myself, but i’m giving up. It has to be me thats the problem. I’ll just be pleasant from now on. I’m gonna stop making effort for other people, I’m just going to act pleasant and be humanly decent. Noone cares about me as a person. I’ll just be a supportive coworker to everyone until I die. If there is a merciful god, i hope my death comes sooner rather than later.