i feel so sad for both the hyung and beom, and geonpil irritates the fuck outta me.
reading chapter 22 and i genuinely feel like i wanna cry? i feel so sick bcs geonpil only 'likes' beom because beom is so clueless, he's so unaware and doesnt even know about anything at all like he has a mind of a child and i feel so sick? the way he loves is also so naive and childlike. all the human characters (geonpil and hyung) are so flawed neither one of them is truly good or truly bad (YES even geonpil because he clearly has internalized issues, he is selfish and greedy but thats what makes him so human imo), and idk how to feel about beom. hes so clueless and stupid because he's a spirit and something entirely inhumane, he doesnt even fully understand how humans function, he's practically a toddler and it just bothers me that he craves love and affection and 'warmth' so much that he's seeking it from geonpil whos able to give him that through sex.
i feel so sad for both the hyung and beom, and geonpil irritates the fuck outta me.
reading chapter 22 and i genuinely feel like i wanna cry? i feel so sick bcs geonpil only 'likes' beom because beom is so clueless, he's so unaware and doesnt even know about anything at all like he has a mind of a child and i feel so sick? the way he loves is also so naive and childlike. all the human characters (geonpil and hyung) are so flawed neither one of them is truly good or truly bad (YES even geonpil because he clearly has internalized issues, he is selfish and greedy but thats what makes him so human imo), and idk how to feel about beom. hes so clueless and stupid because he's a spirit and something entirely inhumane, he doesnt even fully understand how humans function, he's practically a toddler and it just bothers me that he craves love and affection and 'warmth' so much that he's seeking it from geonpil whos able to give him that through sex.