Media literacy is unfortunately dead. Like yeah he is making shitty choices... But he's like so far removed from humanity that it's a foreign concept to him.
He Does love na in. He just doesn't show it the way a human would. That's why he keeps fucking up.
It's like a person loving an ant. One wrong move and you've crushed everything bc you can't understand the difference between anything.

I know a lot of people hate Amon for what he did to our beautiful mc and for just being cruel to humans... but we have to understand that he is not human. He doesn't understand feelings as you saw on this chapter. Rape is a awful, cruel and humiliating thing for us humans but for him is not. I'm not saying don't be mad at him, but just try to understand where his character come from and why he is the way he is.
I came to understand him completely after finishing the novel. At the beginning I was like "nah fuck him" but not now. I actually felt a lot of sympathy towards him without letting go my love for Gwen.