I have multiple ideas about, in my unbiased, humble opinion, solid BL stories. I'd like to make the change I want to see. Too much slop nowadays and too many authors playing it safe with overused tropes, and the stuff I want to read and draw diverts from that. Learning how to draw is the tricky part. I can draw, well enough at that, but drawing an actual manga/manhwa is a different kind of beast skill- and time wise. Storyboards are super fun to make, I have made multiple for the BL story I'm currently working on.
I'd suggest just taking even 10-15 minutes a day to think or work on it. Build up and start small, get the ball rolling. Consistency is key.
write ittttt!! just in my notes app ive been collecting a bunch of ideas for a few years and im working on webtoon now. just having the list is satisfying even if most are just one sentence it's cool to scroll through hundreds of my own ideas. I think you should try to write it just in the little gaps in your day if you can. Also is your user based off the bts fanfic where jhope cant see colors?
I actually have a bunch of stories I’ve started, and some where I only have the character’s names, but I’ve never done anything with them. Someday I’d like to publish them somewhere, but I need to complete at least one of my stories. I’ve also illustrated some of those stories, but I’ve given up on the art side and just want to write.

Ya'll ever wish you could draw your own manga's/manhwa's or write your own stories? With your own characters and storyboards...I'm curious.
I personally wish I could draw a BL with a diverse cast, but that might be because I'm an American and am use to more ethnicities.
I personally think up so much BL headslop that I wish I could have some sort of outlet or talent , but my real life responsibilities barely leave me any time to even read them nowadays.