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My life is a mess

yua September 26, 2026 3:53 pm

Guys crazy lord about my life I feel like I have to kill myself for letting this happen to me.

So ever since i was a kid I never had a crush or had my first love in my entire life until i started college. Till I was in the 2nd year of my college i met this guy let's call him A. He was in the same class as me and he's super popular among guys and shi, but he got a reputation playing with girls and two timing.

But as an idiot I was, I trusted him with my whole life and defended him to everyone as if my life depends on it. People started to beleive me and I have a good reputation myself his name was being restored, hed often thank me for saving his ass when people always shit about him, and we started to be in a relationship for 4 months and ngl it wasn't my best relationship. I was always insecure about a lot of girls cuz he was popular. And Mr. Popular had an ex girlfriend I was always insecure of. She was the textbook pretty and I know for a fact I can never compete with her, before we got in a relationship he used to talk about her but he knows when to stop, like he doesn't constantly talk about her it's always about us, he flirts a lot with me to the point i was Gaslighted that he liked me back.

Coming back to us being in a relationship it lasted 4 months and we broke up, honestly i still had a respect for him after we broke up, but soon as we broke up he started to talk with other girls which made me go what the hell.

But everytime he had a failed talking stage he'll always come back to me but at that time I was so fucking miserable to the fact that I was fine with him just coming back to me, I had lot going on and I was depending on him and he welcomed me as well.

He knew for a fact that I always liked him so he kept it safe and said he does like me but doesn't want a "label".
I was going along with him as well and we made love, I'm not even mad about the fact that I lost my virginity to him. It just keeps getting worse.

And the situationship lasted almost an year and on a side note I already wasted my 2 years.

And ever since this year he started to get more attention from girls and might as well should I add she's pretty asf.
And i got insecure again and we broke off the situationship. But he came back to me saying he only likes me and shit. Mind you we break off things and get together almost every month even when we were in situationship. So atp I got used to it and jokes on me I always welcome him

Responses
    Tulsi pata September 26, 2026 4:04 pm

    Girl just let him go at this point... Be harsh and COMPLETELY break every thing off. Have some self respect... I never fell in love with anyone so I probably don't understand how you feel. But one thing for sure you should never let someone disrespect you like that. You are nothing but a place holder for him... Why are wasting so much time on someone who you know doesn't give a shit about you?! I know it's hard to let people go but you have to do it...

    Midas September 26, 2026 4:10 pm

    Lying men love having a reliable woman to lean on whilst they go and fuck up all their other relationships, you’re much better and worth more the world. Soon you’ll get the courage to ditch him for good and heal

    Miss Misty September 26, 2026 4:17 pm

    Why it matches with those stupid shoujo plot on which I lose my hair about. I hate those kindof male leads and always used to call the female lead stupid but now this is actually happening in real life too ?!? Please girl leave him , beat his shit outta your life . I'm begging you !! Atleast have some self respect for yourself. He doesn't deserve you at all . Like I'm literally begging you , why waste your precious life on a trash like him . You might think that you need him but believe me and believe in yourself you fucking not!! Or either take revenge by just treating him as your boytoy , make him your slave but never love him again (╯ರ ~ ರ)╯︵ ┻━┻

    Miss Misty September 26, 2026 4:18 pm
    Girl just let him go at this point... Be harsh and COMPLETELY break every thing off. Have some self respect... I never fell in love with anyone so I probably don't understand how you feel. But one thing for sur... Tulsi pata

    No wait .. your name is literally what !? Tulsi pata ? Never thought I'd find a Tulsi pata in this unholy website ┗( T﹏T )┛

    NerdJos glasses cleaner September 26, 2026 4:24 pm

    Bruhh that typical shi playboy mfs say "I don't want to put a "label on what have going on" neh girlie pack it up you gotta get your life together and leave him for good he's legit eating your life

    Fantomeducouloir September 26, 2026 4:33 pm

    You know this song by Kim Wilde? https://youtu.be/xJZF-skCY-M?si=IfpdDjluDgH9ZxCZ You should leave, you deserve to be treated better than that