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Girl just let him go at this point... Be harsh and COMPLETELY break every thing off. Have some self respect... I never fell in love with anyone so I probably don't understand how you feel. But one thing for sure you should never let someone disrespect you like that. You are nothing but a place holder for him... Why are wasting so much time on someone who you know doesn't give a shit about you?! I know it's hard to let people go but you have to do it...

Lying men love having a reliable woman to lean on whilst they go and fuck up all their other relationships, you’re much better and worth more the world. Soon you’ll get the courage to ditch him for good and heal

Why it matches with those stupid shoujo plot on which I lose my hair about. I hate those kindof male leads and always used to call the female lead stupid but now this is actually happening in real life too ?!? Please girl leave him , beat his shit outta your life . I'm begging you !! Atleast have some self respect for yourself. He doesn't deserve you at all . Like I'm literally begging you , why waste your precious life on a trash like him . You might think that you need him but believe me and believe in yourself you fucking not!! Or either take revenge by just treating him as your boytoy , make him your slave but never love him again (╯ರ ~ ರ)╯︵ ┻━┻

No wait .. your name is literally what !? Tulsi pata ? Never thought I'd find a Tulsi pata in this unholy website ┗( T﹏T )┛

Bruhh that typical shi playboy mfs say "I don't want to put a "label on what have going on" neh girlie pack it up you gotta get your life together and leave him for good he's legit eating your life

You know this song by Kim Wilde? https://youtu.be/xJZF-skCY-M?si=IfpdDjluDgH9ZxCZ You should leave, you deserve to be treated better than that

I don't know what you are talking about I'm as innocent and fresh as a Tulsi pata ( ≧Д≦)

guys thank you so much for all the support but there's more to the story i didn't know mangago had word limit lol.

good news for y'all i did leave his ass but bad news is i learnt that in a hard way.

continuing where i left.

well i did welcome him back and for some reason it didn't settle right with me, ik that i'm making wrong decision and i think he also knew about the fact that i'm distancing myself from him, so he asked if we should break things, but it didn't go smoothly, he said that he met with his ex "coincidentally" in supermarket and they had a chat or smth, later he came over to my house and said that he can never be in a relationship regardless of the person.

i just let him go and 3 months went by, might be the happiest 3 months in my life, but one day i heard that my close friend's ex died and she cried to me saying that she regrets not ending things in a good term with him. which made me wonder if i should do the same asw.

so i called him and asked if he's fine and once again he took advantage of the situation and asked if i still like him and i did say yes (I'M SO SORRY)
but i was also clear about the fact that i can't trust him anymore, he got mad and we didn't talk around for a week. surprisingly i wasn't bothered by it.

until i got a job interview and i totally failed in that, i cried like a bitch my whole face was puffy for the next 3 days, his friends checked upon me to him (which is unnecessary, i would have just answered them just fine if they asked me about it) which totally made us to break no contact once again.

we talked and talked until he called me with his ex name, he did give me a convincing lie, after that he begged me in class asking me to give him a chance again, under zero pressure i folded once again.

we were in relationship with label for past 2 months honestly wouldn't say my best 2 months with him but it wasn't the worst either, hmm you could say a typical relationship but i was super depressed that i still couldn't bag a job and i've been taking pills which made me more lonely even though i got people around me. i started to depend on him and i just cry every night talking about how worthless i am or how lonely i am.
he gave me the reassurance i need and sweet talked to me and basically said things i would want to heat atm.

until one day he got busted.
the whole time he had a gf (his ex) and he had been cheating on me ever since we were talking, he lied to me saying that they broke up and he hates her

the day before he got busted i cried to him talking about how lonely i was again. he said he loves me the most and he'd always stay by my side .

when he got busted he was with her, he was saying things like he never liked me since the beginning and he only used me to quench his lust. and he always prefers his ex over anything.
Note: he talked to his mom about his ex, they had been planning to marry ever since they started to date. basically both of their parents knew.

and tbh i couldn't say anything, at that time me and his ex were totally high and we were just shitting on him while he was with his ex.

and he also had like 4 more girls benching while talking with both of us.

and things went downhill for me since then. his friends and his ex and himself had a conference call with me. he and his ex are still together now. good for them ig?

but one thing is bothering me sm, his ex said that "A said that he loves me to the point he can't lust over me, he said that whenever he sees you call he can think about is having sex with you. you should get over it" she was proud(?) while saying that.
he also said that he doesn't feel guilty for cheating on me but he's guilty for cheating his ex with me(????)

anyway i'm glad that i left his ass but whenever i close my eyes all i can think is about them. this is so embarrassing for me. i'm just super stressed and depressed that i can't focus on anything.

i really wanted to vent about this to someone so i reached out here. thank you for all those kind words. i'm getting emotionally just reading y'all replies.