i still think that even with a safeword it’s obvious that he wasn’t into it/ scared.. i do understand what you’re saying it’s just i often put myself into the characters positions and i feel like because the top thinks he’s “disposable” he wouldn’t say the safeword anyways (if that makes sense?? lmk if not) but i understand their whole agreement, i just still feel icky knowing the bottom is taking out his frustrations on the top, even if he’s deriving pleasure from it yk?
To both your replies- I gotta agree. I mean, let’s be real for a moment, even in such arrangements/relationships they’ve had it’s not 0 or 100. Not like when you don’t like something etc you’re supposed to throw the safe word in like some salt sprinkled on French fries. They usually have the colored lights system and similar (green-yellow-red) that portrays the dynamic and actual reality better and is more accurate and useful.
In any case, they should just saw “hey hey hey, hold your horses here” bc it’s some major mess and both need to communicate and find some solutions.I seriously wish it was like that in any story and any relationship, I really damn do, but people are just lxjxxjsbsdnskdjjss so mf annoying, difficult, and utterly stupid about these stuff that I often just roll my eyes and remind myself to touch grass

yeah the bottom genuinely needs to just fucking leave he’s acting so childish when he knows what he’s doing is wrong, the top keeps on subtly challenging his sexual advances and even outright says stop. i’m hating this so much right now. why did this go on for two whole chapters. grown ass adult can’t regulate his emotions and takes it out by sexually harassing his partner. awesome. pls enough im so sick of this and i love this story this is just ugh