literally!! that was SUUUUCH a huge part of his character - him having loving(?) sex with mc instead of the pressured and impulsive one earlier?????
this is a HUUUGE deal, like in the bl series Dont Be Too Emotional
theres a "final" goodbye where they make love knowing that itll be their last time and its soooo emotional, heartbreaking and beautiful-
but if they CUUUUT THAT????? its the same thing. we NEED to see the emotions
(also if ur interested in watching DBTE lmk and ill give u the tws, im not big on dark romances but a friend pushed me to watch it)
like he was beating gay guys for being gay
and we arent allowed to see him make love(?) with mc (a man) for the first time? (hard to count the other time since ml didnt have clarity)

whys he acting like hes human now
we see that rough and uncomfortable dubcon sex but we can't see how it was now that ml is accepting his own feelings? fuck off