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Kay does in fact love zigril. He has only now just realized why zigril is looking for the mirror. He is gonna be terrified that zigril will discover his true feelings by using the mirror. Kay has a asian culture mindset where being in love with another man is shameful and embarrassing that's why he doesn't want to admit it.

wtf? and it’s a very good thing that the mc doesn’t love the ml and still doesn’t trust him. what kind of person who “loves” you fucking wants to kill you? for fuck’s sake