Later, when Xinlu finally realizes that there’s a possibility that Yuri could leave him even though he loves Xinlu, he tells Yuri to be greedy and to try to love him in the same fierce way as Xinlu himself, instead of the calm and “bland grass” way, so as to soothe his anxiety.
“I don’t hate your way of loving…” “I like it because it’s so you.”
Hahaha how xinlu is gonna end up eating his own words