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I don't know why but the imagery of Xinlu being topped by Illay haunts me. Like what made ...

Lokilokippppearl October 2, 2026 6:05 am

I don't know why but the imagery of Xinlu being topped by Illay haunts me. Like what made this person think that getting with Illay increases his odds with Taeui

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    Xiaosheng October 2, 2026 6:18 am

    My thoughts exactly like how do u believe ilay would actually do what they agreed upon

    subaa October 2, 2026 6:22 am

    lolll that's so really

    zilactn October 2, 2026 6:44 am

    We gotta have a conversation about how some of you BL readers view bottoming in a deeply misogynistic way

    Xinlu was manipulated/coerced into doing it. And even if it was willing, why would that matter?? Y’all never heard of a verse?

    Rurikawa October 2, 2026 7:01 am
    We gotta have a conversation about how some of you BL readers view bottoming in a deeply misogynistic wayXinlu was manipulated/coerced into doing it. And even if it was willing, why would that matter?? Y’all ... zilactn

    Some do but I don't think the previous two comments were necessarily misogynist? I just think it's interesting to imagine Xinlu letting himself be vulnerable with Ilay? Not vulnerable exactly but yk, it's just fun to think of how they would've done it (I can imagine it as a purely carnal act on both of their parts or Xinlu just gritting his teeth through the act so Ilay will leave Taeui alone). Also xinlu was not coerced into doing it. They had a deal if I remember correctly. Xinlu would let Ilay blow off steam if Ilay would promise to not touch Taeui or something along those lines. Xinlu proposed the deal willingly and kept his part of the promise, Ilay did too but only to some extent. He didn't exactly put in efforts to keep up his part of the deal

    Xiaosheng October 2, 2026 7:01 am
    We gotta have a conversation about how some of you BL readers view bottoming in a deeply misogynistic wayXinlu was manipulated/coerced into doing it. And even if it was willing, why would that matter?? Y’all ... zilactn

    I m with you on that , some ppl really look down on xinlu For bottoming once ,like I love a verse story personally it doesn’t affect me with xinlu being a top
    in raga

    Rurikawa October 2, 2026 7:06 am
    I m with you on that , some ppl really look down on xinlu For bottoming once ,like I love a verse story personally it doesn’t affect me with xinlu being a topin raga Xiaosheng

    They do??? Why the fuck tho?? Tbf wouldn't Xinlu be such a power bottom if he preferred bottoming? I'd actually like to see that in side story or smth. Most comments I've come across were just curious how two people that detest each other's existence so much could ever lie in the same bed (the imagery is fun to think of lol)

    yanyan_ October 2, 2026 7:41 am
    We gotta have a conversation about how some of you BL readers view bottoming in a deeply misogynistic wayXinlu was manipulated/coerced into doing it. And even if it was willing, why would that matter?? Y’all ... zilactn

    damn i didnt see anything wrong w/ what they said.. also it was in fact a deal and he wasnt coerced into it.. But we all know ilays a bitch ofc he wouldnt go through w it, if anything the op’s right its weird xinlu slept w him bc wym you got fucked w the same dick as ur crush.. theyre dick brothers #slay if anything ur focus should be on the fact that this TWENTY FOUR year old man started liking xinlu when he was TWELVE and DROWNING!!

    zilactn October 2, 2026 9:16 am
    I m with you on that , some ppl really look down on xinlu For bottoming once ,like I love a verse story personally it doesn’t affect me with xinlu being a topin raga Xiaosheng

    FR

    It's just sooooooooo weird to me how often it gets brought up like what does it even change?