honestly me too like even if I try to ignore it like the dog i genuinely cannot help but think what if it wasn't like thiswe deserve better and honestly I don't recommend breaking no contact as it went horrible for mewe have to cope with it even if it's all memories rnI haven't deleted our pics too cuz I'm lame like that lmao
i dunno if reposting and liking the posts she liked on ig counts as breaking no contact LMFAO. i'm so fucking desperate i think it's starting to get weird. she also seems to purposefully try not to like and repost the same things i did she rlly dgaf abt me anymore
and also it was very brave of you to break no contact directly. at least you got closure after that... prolly

doing mass cleanup on my gallery and won't stop grieving over a lost friendship. i've never yearned so fucking bad like this, ever. i'm such a fucking loser for ruining it all. couldn't help but leave out some of her pictures. one day i'll be completely alone with absolutely no one by my side and i'd deserve it