I find gyeol very disturbing

in all seriousness, i dont understand how some of you guys can find gyeol's behaviour towards yeesung attractive in any way, especially his behaviour in the recent chapters.

gyeol makes me feel scared and disgusted because of how he resolves everything through violence and sex. something we see present in so many abusive men irl.

he doesnt 'talk it out' with yeesung at all, and whenever he sees yeesung he only sees him as someone he wants to have sex with. he overlooks yeesung's distraught, and he KNOWS something is wrong with yeesung. he knows the nature of yeesungs fucked up relationship with his boss. he knows yeesung is often sexually assaulted by others too, hes AWARE of all this. but instead of trying to understand yeesung, to put away his own feelings and emotions and comfort to yeesung, he chose to be violent and degrading towards yeesung. gyeol is no different from how the boss treats him. he views yeesung as an object. the boss views yeesung as an object for his twisted art, and gyeol views yeesung as the object of his twisted desires and lust. he gets aroused at the sight of yeesung trembling in fear.

i understand we all love 'toxic yaoi' and everything but the nature of this relationship is so abusive. there is such a distinct power imbalance thats so prominent in these recent chapters. a similar power imbalance that exist between yeesung and his boss. gyeol is no better than the boss you all hate, yet i see people saying how hot this whole scene is?

Its because he's conventionally more attractive than the boss. he isnt some perverted old man to you guys, he's a 'crazy possesive top'. not a 'lover', a 'top'. because there is no love in his actions. he doesnt view gyeol as another person but as an object he must own, as a property that belongs to him and i think his behaviour mirrors the reality of how so many men behave in real life. abusive men who i dont think you would find attractive in real life.

you can say im dramatic and looking too deep but it bothers me that some of you can romanticize and find gyeols actions and behaviour attractive. my two cents i guess.